BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY.
if you got cancer the sorry means dead, so i got the email confirmation from cindy at doc nesslehuts that i am booked in for gamma delta monday 10am on the 11november. In my heart i newi must go, but i confirmed with julian and prof morris. theycannt really advicse but i heard the words , call me when your back and GO and the german therapies worked well before. I am not reinventting the wheel, just going half way around the world for some magic healing.
It takes a little energy to keep the miracle going. so leaving midday sunday, arriving frankfurt 6am monday then driving to duderstadt. I still hope that the cea spike is tumour die off, possible, but also possible is recurrence 3. profmorris said likely not lung met induced, he suggested rfa lung mets a waste until source of cea rise isolated.
also the sydney vaccine is closer but not an option yet, i got to sty alive till we get our medical asses into gear downunder.
profvogel has emailed me a few times, i am booked 8am for vogelisation therapy wednesday after arriving, my word for his bloody best efforts to find signs of new vascular chaos and treat. he will have to shine a spotlight on the tumour activity with his precise chemo strikes, the local avastin will damp vegf.
So its thursday night, i found out about cea spike lst tuesday morning. did the emails and made the calls to all my key players. I begged and the earliest myonc could see me is monday 10.40am, at 10am I start treatments with the worlds best p2x7 vaccine technologies, dealing with only a possible recurrence at this point on the other side of the planet.
Sorry dear friends, but waiting around to see oncologists here with the worlds slowest, oldest and most deadly therapies. Well you know my choice, I popped into the local flight centre and got ideal flights and connections for what really a 4 week super therapy holiday. I am going home via dubia for the gcmaf conference.
A few really close friends are going to this conference already. They asked me, I said GO. As opposed to my local doctors wh just told me to GO, I tell me friends get educated, to motivated, get inspired.
The conference for me, well what I treasure is meeting those passionate caring alternative doctors, those successful brave patients. I stick to my story that gcmaf is a key part of my health somewhere between 1 and 100% responsible. What the number is, well frankly I dont give a shit, I am alive and typing and soon to be flying and maybe if I am privileged speaking again to some new friends with cancer.
I have to beleiveits POSSIBLE, I do with all my heart, its easy for me to share that faith and hope and energy.
So some leading edge therapies, alas I will pay a visit to hallwang clinic, but I cannot afford therapy their, so I will try a few other doctors, who I am friendly with.
I will do the super aggressive TACE and IPT someday double therapy, I am stronger and smarter than before. I survived last time, one day this combo will be the therapy of course for millions of colorectals. getting killed fortnight b fortnight in the chemo chair well its a combo of either murder or suicide in my books. but other patients can whatever they want, none of my business, i dont have the energy to waste trying to preach to the dieing anyway, been there, done that and been severly burned. My heart breaks a little for all my old dieing colorectal friends, they dont listen, they dont learn and they die. We all must die, but when and how that my choice for me. As long as we make our choices peacefully.
Obsessive and prompt therapies, that are focused. For say this possible recurrence 3 , and even recurrence 2 well targetted treatment started within 7 days. Recurence 1 which was based on the aussie dinosaur cancer system, well not a shot was fired for 11 months, and then all they offered was suicide. They said take this cheo and you will die. the proof is they paid the life insurance out based on the standard of care downunder.
God help all my fellow aussies being slaughtered by our system, its completely criminal and fuckked!
Life is precious, time is precious. My son sleeps at my feet, my daughter gave me the biggest hugs and kisses tonight, my wife held my hand as we did our after dinner massive walk. I made organic mango and mint smoothies in my new vitamix, and taught my daughter how to make a loaf of organic wholemeal bread in our breadmaker. breakfast will be fresh bread and raw organic honey and honey comb from my friend cancer georges beehives.
So from George to Thomas, I am blessed in every directrion I turned.
So today I had a double enema bath with really strong fresh coffee. the 3kg bag my dearest roaster gave me, well. I was meditating and enemaing and qigong for 4 hours this morning and reading, all in the bath, soaking in magnesium chloride and watching a flickering candle with my eyes closed.
Then I visited my small property empire that been run so well by a trusted and wonderfully capable diving friend. Things are looking so good. no worries in that area.
Now I went to see doctor ian rafter, another key medical doctor who cares about his patients, his advise and care and the tests well has been exceptional. yes he dropped me over 14 months ago, and he called me on my mobile a few days ago and picked me back up. so today we did nagalase test locally, full vit d and the ratios and indicans test. my gut is screwed from antibiotics and some organic pests. doing the panexia gut bug formula and the prebiotic mix to heal. I like ian expertese with these gut issues. We will do some stool and other tests when i get back. Then I went to panexia office where daniel weber is based, he is my with dwights mcgees , yances group. Ian offered me another job, a few doctors have, thats nie, but my days precious and are for living. my goal underwater photographer of the year 2014.
So how does one terminal patients get his support network to include these awesome and gifted and brave alternative doctors, thats my secret. But I value my network, anyone who sees me, sees my network.
its another way of saying the environment, I get all these positive signal from how to survive, to why survive.
I am so open for these messages, thats why I spent all day at the mind body spirit festival, and talked and listened. then meditated.
Even after giving a gcmaf setup and trainging to a qigong cfs friend, then doing qiong, then I attended one of my mentors greg fitzgeralds and marylin golden health seminars, i got there late. I missed marylin talk, but greg was on fire. I gave that feedback to him and his lovelly wife, but how to the key to unlock, to unleash the power within those 100 seeking souls, to find the strenght and the resolve to pursue good health and avoid the traps. Thats my dream, but how to inspire change, clearly I have failed miserably on the cancer forums, but I tired, almost to the point of it being painful, for me and those around me.
Why the spike in CEA ? one day we will have tests, why did my vaccine fail ? did my immune system fail.
I go to sleep with hope in my heart, vey content that these challenges are really the most joyful aspects of life, for in all our challenges are the seeds of growth and for me, well I can see the possibilities before me. Clear peaceful remission is possible, anything is possible, my kid had two green smoothies today, did oil pulling before breakfast and my sons says dad wy are you always smiling.
I go to sleep, my rest will end when i wake, alas many of my friends will not wake, but their energy has left a deep impression on my heart, sleep well Ren, Stephen, Dave and so many many more.
I will dream of fish and diving and health! Of a dendtric cell clinic in sydney using p2x7. Our dreams come true when we believe, maybe this will be my last trip to germany for these therapies.
I ask you ? what chance does a few misguided cells have ? who knows ? who cares ? tonight I am alive and life is wonderful.
http://medicalxpress.com/print301827444.html genetics, red meat
http://csn.cancer.org/node/264220#comment-1416309 tace and vogel. i note from this post that noone will share positive stories about my success with tace, i guess that my job. all the old timers on csn know how well tce worked for me, but still its like my story is completely forgetten or rejected. just becuase is described most cancer patients as sheep. these days well i think sheep was being a bit insulting to the animal. when desperate cancer patients come to forums for help, i guess members dont want to say what worked for other members. its clear my ongoing presence is needed for alternative therapy offerings.
http://csn.cancer.org/node/251562 this may explain the science behind my recurrences, a bit heavy, i owe my life to many, even csn.
if you got cancer the sorry means dead, so i got the email confirmation from cindy at doc nesslehuts that i am booked in for gamma delta monday 10am on the 11november. In my heart i newi must go, but i confirmed with julian and prof morris. theycannt really advicse but i heard the words , call me when your back and GO and the german therapies worked well before. I am not reinventting the wheel, just going half way around the world for some magic healing.
It takes a little energy to keep the miracle going. so leaving midday sunday, arriving frankfurt 6am monday then driving to duderstadt. I still hope that the cea spike is tumour die off, possible, but also possible is recurrence 3. profmorris said likely not lung met induced, he suggested rfa lung mets a waste until source of cea rise isolated.
also the sydney vaccine is closer but not an option yet, i got to sty alive till we get our medical asses into gear downunder.
profvogel has emailed me a few times, i am booked 8am for vogelisation therapy wednesday after arriving, my word for his bloody best efforts to find signs of new vascular chaos and treat. he will have to shine a spotlight on the tumour activity with his precise chemo strikes, the local avastin will damp vegf.
So its thursday night, i found out about cea spike lst tuesday morning. did the emails and made the calls to all my key players. I begged and the earliest myonc could see me is monday 10.40am, at 10am I start treatments with the worlds best p2x7 vaccine technologies, dealing with only a possible recurrence at this point on the other side of the planet.
Sorry dear friends, but waiting around to see oncologists here with the worlds slowest, oldest and most deadly therapies. Well you know my choice, I popped into the local flight centre and got ideal flights and connections for what really a 4 week super therapy holiday. I am going home via dubia for the gcmaf conference.
A few really close friends are going to this conference already. They asked me, I said GO. As opposed to my local doctors wh just told me to GO, I tell me friends get educated, to motivated, get inspired.
The conference for me, well what I treasure is meeting those passionate caring alternative doctors, those successful brave patients. I stick to my story that gcmaf is a key part of my health somewhere between 1 and 100% responsible. What the number is, well frankly I dont give a shit, I am alive and typing and soon to be flying and maybe if I am privileged speaking again to some new friends with cancer.
I have to beleiveits POSSIBLE, I do with all my heart, its easy for me to share that faith and hope and energy.
So some leading edge therapies, alas I will pay a visit to hallwang clinic, but I cannot afford therapy their, so I will try a few other doctors, who I am friendly with.
I will do the super aggressive TACE and IPT someday double therapy, I am stronger and smarter than before. I survived last time, one day this combo will be the therapy of course for millions of colorectals. getting killed fortnight b fortnight in the chemo chair well its a combo of either murder or suicide in my books. but other patients can whatever they want, none of my business, i dont have the energy to waste trying to preach to the dieing anyway, been there, done that and been severly burned. My heart breaks a little for all my old dieing colorectal friends, they dont listen, they dont learn and they die. We all must die, but when and how that my choice for me. As long as we make our choices peacefully.
Obsessive and prompt therapies, that are focused. For say this possible recurrence 3 , and even recurrence 2 well targetted treatment started within 7 days. Recurence 1 which was based on the aussie dinosaur cancer system, well not a shot was fired for 11 months, and then all they offered was suicide. They said take this cheo and you will die. the proof is they paid the life insurance out based on the standard of care downunder.
God help all my fellow aussies being slaughtered by our system, its completely criminal and fuckked!
Life is precious, time is precious. My son sleeps at my feet, my daughter gave me the biggest hugs and kisses tonight, my wife held my hand as we did our after dinner massive walk. I made organic mango and mint smoothies in my new vitamix, and taught my daughter how to make a loaf of organic wholemeal bread in our breadmaker. breakfast will be fresh bread and raw organic honey and honey comb from my friend cancer georges beehives.
So from George to Thomas, I am blessed in every directrion I turned.
So today I had a double enema bath with really strong fresh coffee. the 3kg bag my dearest roaster gave me, well. I was meditating and enemaing and qigong for 4 hours this morning and reading, all in the bath, soaking in magnesium chloride and watching a flickering candle with my eyes closed.
Then I visited my small property empire that been run so well by a trusted and wonderfully capable diving friend. Things are looking so good. no worries in that area.
Now I went to see doctor ian rafter, another key medical doctor who cares about his patients, his advise and care and the tests well has been exceptional. yes he dropped me over 14 months ago, and he called me on my mobile a few days ago and picked me back up. so today we did nagalase test locally, full vit d and the ratios and indicans test. my gut is screwed from antibiotics and some organic pests. doing the panexia gut bug formula and the prebiotic mix to heal. I like ian expertese with these gut issues. We will do some stool and other tests when i get back. Then I went to panexia office where daniel weber is based, he is my with dwights mcgees , yances group. Ian offered me another job, a few doctors have, thats nie, but my days precious and are for living. my goal underwater photographer of the year 2014.
So how does one terminal patients get his support network to include these awesome and gifted and brave alternative doctors, thats my secret. But I value my network, anyone who sees me, sees my network.
its another way of saying the environment, I get all these positive signal from how to survive, to why survive.
I am so open for these messages, thats why I spent all day at the mind body spirit festival, and talked and listened. then meditated.
Even after giving a gcmaf setup and trainging to a qigong cfs friend, then doing qiong, then I attended one of my mentors greg fitzgeralds and marylin golden health seminars, i got there late. I missed marylin talk, but greg was on fire. I gave that feedback to him and his lovelly wife, but how to the key to unlock, to unleash the power within those 100 seeking souls, to find the strenght and the resolve to pursue good health and avoid the traps. Thats my dream, but how to inspire change, clearly I have failed miserably on the cancer forums, but I tired, almost to the point of it being painful, for me and those around me.
Why the spike in CEA ? one day we will have tests, why did my vaccine fail ? did my immune system fail.
I go to sleep with hope in my heart, vey content that these challenges are really the most joyful aspects of life, for in all our challenges are the seeds of growth and for me, well I can see the possibilities before me. Clear peaceful remission is possible, anything is possible, my kid had two green smoothies today, did oil pulling before breakfast and my sons says dad wy are you always smiling.
I go to sleep, my rest will end when i wake, alas many of my friends will not wake, but their energy has left a deep impression on my heart, sleep well Ren, Stephen, Dave and so many many more.
I will dream of fish and diving and health! Of a dendtric cell clinic in sydney using p2x7. Our dreams come true when we believe, maybe this will be my last trip to germany for these therapies.
I ask you ? what chance does a few misguided cells have ? who knows ? who cares ? tonight I am alive and life is wonderful.
http://medicalxpress.com/print301827444.html genetics, red meat
http://csn.cancer.org/node/264220#comment-1416309 tace and vogel. i note from this post that noone will share positive stories about my success with tace, i guess that my job. all the old timers on csn know how well tce worked for me, but still its like my story is completely forgetten or rejected. just becuase is described most cancer patients as sheep. these days well i think sheep was being a bit insulting to the animal. when desperate cancer patients come to forums for help, i guess members dont want to say what worked for other members. its clear my ongoing presence is needed for alternative therapy offerings.
http://csn.cancer.org/node/251562 this may explain the science behind my recurrences, a bit heavy, i owe my life to many, even csn.