My son said that to me at the airport. My reply was not of course, but that I love you and what will be will be.
If I died this trip, he would remember my broken promise, that would haunt my soul. He knows I am doing everything possible and that I was honest with him. He is a great 8 year old. I miss the family but I need this time to heal.
So I was first patient at vogels, my day started 3am, packing bags and leaving hotel to save money, then a foggy, misty drive to Frankfurt airport to swap cars, I got upgraded to a brand new opal people mover.
Then off to uniklinic and my 8am date with prof vogel. The MRI shows some liver activity and lymph nodes, so it undetable by pet, by high res ct in Sydney only 2 weeks ago, but to vogel its crystal clear. I get tingles thinking of his absolute fucckkking genius. As if I would trust some blind conventional tace beginner that won't even use rggc based chemo cocktail. We talked about ren, Dave and my continuing miracle. Yes I am still many many doctors miracle. They think its them, I think its me, I found them, and milk them dry for clinical pearls. They milk me for cash, another tace 27 Nov, no point letting the misguided cell reproduce. My tip hit hard fast and targetted with every anti cancer thing you have access to. As recurrence 3 is official, well, therapy everyday. Sleeping down from siebenhueners after post tace oncothermia, b17, dca, artemisonin. Has anyother cancer patient done effective therapies. I got ipt booked arvo 27th, if you tell diebenhuener you were referred my blog I may get a free days treatment worth 1500 eu, so help keep your rat alive, its all shared here for free, and if you want personal discussions and emails that available. This wonderfully enduring series of remissions is very expensive, saving dollars everywhere I can, might sleep in my massive people mover van a few nights, but its 6 degrees, just spent 4600 eu on today's life saving therapies. Plenty got money, but so few know how to invest wisely in their curative path. I met 75 yr old surgeon with rectal ca and liver mets, in vogels waiting room, and then in recovery, he wanted to talk, our chat meant I missed ipt, being self focused key to survival. Other immunotherapy clinics don't sound close to Thomas cocktail and even that inadequate re full holistic options. Cindy is under ultilised in my opinion. If every patient was offered top naturopathic and then my holistic tricks and strategy. Well maybe 5% each, that 10% survival boost, my gut guess. At the moment no real idea, my clinical trial will happen, I must do the ketogenic qigong share house for patients. I cannot risk recurrence 4, its clear I must do more, more peace and love and that not possible Sydney with family, if that's not 100% committement to survival I don't know what is. But too much is at stake, my success with show away for millions of cancer patients. I will push the survival envelope as hard as possible, and stretch it in every direction. Got my German prepaid phone and data, 3gb 20 eu, and cheap calls.
Don't worry, We can kill it says prof vogel. Sounds good to me I thought.
I get a sense he really cares about me, my success is his also.
So a weeks passed since the tumour marker jumped to 23, so the vaccine started 2 days ago, my monocytes are being trained by dagmar.
I take solace I can have these little colorectal bushfires precisely targeted by tace and dc vaccine. The prompt focused therapy is my mantra, for these persistent liver reccurences.
I am curios why the Sydney ct and then pet and showed clear, but here a clear treatable target is visible.
So the cea rise , the liver recurrence means means palliative chemo in Sydney. Why prof morris declined to treat the lung mets, I am pissed in hindsight as rfa those sucks, is less tumour burden and increased efficacy for my vaccine. Maybe blowing away the lung mets means long term remission. Then vogel explains the rfa risks, he says leave the lungs alone, nesslehut vaccine has the therapy window to kill the lung mets.close
You can have next centuries medicine today, right here, right now. I am feeling so grateful and confident.
I get an hours wait while the tace chemo drugs are orderer, so I am writing this blog and then will meditate. I am tired. This is the timezone change
I was saying this might be my last vogel. How wrong, another in 2 weeks. If it looks like shot, smells like it, well its dam well shot, cancer that is. My 50/50 guess the Cea spike was qigong and artemisonin was optimistic thinking in the most naive way. I live and learn ! Do you ? Search your heart if you got cancer, palliative means death, alternative in my experience offers the best quality and quantity. I have been eating, drinking, sleeping and breathing cancer survival approaches based on science. I know what and who I trust and what groups can be very dangerous. Make your choices carefully, if you believe a conventional oncologist well good luck, you will really need, I already know a group of super stage 4 survivors. Become an alternative sponge and genius rat like me, together we can live a bloody long wonderful life and save millions. Chemo is dead, just like its patients alas. The immunotherapy revolution is here now. Love and hugs always! Do I sound depressed by recurrence 3, it was beaten the second the wheels took off and I escaped oz backward and deadly health. God help us, contact me for any questions. I think god helps those who help themselves. Meditate and trust your gut and live a joyful loving life. The world needs us more each day. The cause of cancer is a lack of love! Painful as it is to admit. Keep smiling!
