Prof morris smiled as we went over my 4 week post rfa ct with contrast. Lungs look good, liver spot being reviewed as i could see the untreated tumour.
all this is excellent as i have excellent therapies.
no new disease evident! Except a small 2mm liver spot that was seen before.
I can goto germany for 7th july dc vaccine, but i will know monday afternoon if followup rfa going ahead asap. I think treating all visible disease my clear priority, and will seek urgent private rfa.
i am aware i have stirred up a hornetts nest in my liver. Say 85% met destroyed, tge angry leftover can kill fast, but we know b17, dmso, goliec, alpha lipoic, glutathione is working.
My mantra and pray and focus on compassionate love is helping me deal with wonderfully frustrating reality of wifes refusal to approve mortgage for my ongoing treatment loan.
This next trip will be so cheap. Hichthicking and camping germany, because i can do it.
does my god want me to get a divorce to live? Wonderful choices before me and us all.
life is so good, i am grateful.
will love and compassion prevail?
of course they will.
i may start a new drug mtor inhibitor stage 1 trial to work with xeloda.
another therapy mix, god is great.
the move is so challenging, was locked out yesterday.
prof morris has a heart as big as his knife. A smile, a touch and good eye contact yesterday. Well it builds trust and faith. A patients best medicines.
my prayer, thank you god for all your blessings, everything is a blessing.
i use the words fools in gest, all non believers think we are crazy, but if you want immunotherapies in germany well contact me.
everyone says i am crazy, but i am typing this blog. Love pete.
bye the way, see my blog about get crazy. Most normal stage 4 get dead fast. Be a fool, its cool, throw caution and money to the wind and live and see what god delivers. Not what man offers.