So no news from prof morris re rfa, so dr nesslehut, vogl, schilling and siebenhuener here i come. I am committed to fly , but still need to book ticket.
Overwhelmed by life is how i have felt, but now serene peace. In the absolute mess of our tax and financial affairs i see another side of cancer, the effect on my wife stepping in a trying to run our business that i built around my skills not hers. The end result to cut a very long story short is eviction and likely 2 shipping containers of her stuff, this is the result of loving someone with the cancer diagnosis.
So in the enormity of the chaos in the office, i see gods lesson for me. Its that when someone tries to support you, you help them in their hour of need. If you pray for help and guidance then god answers your prayer. I feel renewed hope and confidence for the cancer and hoarding tests. I so look forward to another calm patch to live, love and relax.
so i have a filling system, working internet in the new house, and a sense that i can do this. Its ironic that i built my business using my lifes energy , innovation and creativity and now that business being run by friends is going to save my life again and help my wife.
So yes, overwhelmed by life, but now i have the awareness of gods grace to deal with the challenges. I SEE AND FEEL HOPE, I HOPE YOU DO.
So the more a cancer patient is loved, in a sense the more vulnerable those close are, they can have ptsd, or in my case hoarding, the hidden cost of the cancer, but is 80 bags of garbage and a pink shipping container hidden.
people, even friends just see rubbish, now i see my wife love of me and the hidden cost of the cancer of those we love. I called the authorities to hear they have nothing to offer, so its offering loving and patient assistance with heaps of compassion.