From planegg a few days ago
I saw all these on my meandering long joyful morning walk. The sun was so energising and comforting. I had the clear awareness that step by step my tumour cells were dieing, that i gain health step by step, that i burn off glucose step by step.
At breakfast i told scuba diving stories to this russian family, i explained the sharks i love are like my yoga vidya friends after 2 hours of meditation, i note the presence of harmony, love and the absence of fear. I have encountered a few excited, angry sharks, but i think focused is better than angry, but it will do for now. Walking down the road you see and angry man, you automatically go on alert, the fear of sharks is a great example of a trap of the human mind. Our society feds these fears, fear of cancer death is one of them.
I explained my friends shark shield, that few where them and only after seriously threatening encounters. Flick a switch and your safe, but mostly they attack from behind.
So yoga vidya is like my shark shield, i fill my awareness of sun and flowers and leave fear to my god. If i focus on loving then fear never enters my awareness.
Into my mind flashed vividly my past research of the energy intensity needed for immune responses, so modulating levels of ketosis around the dc vaccine cycle wise. Surely some scientists have this answered or some thoughts. I will ask thomas and fred monday in duderstadt. My doctors are the worlds leading immunorherapists and i am the patient to gently push them.
So help me, and with gods full support and guidance i will find an effective healing path. I have faith in lifestyle, dc vaccines and gentle effective cancer strategies. My faith is so strong, that it in itself is the strongest medicine.
I gently reminded myself to focus more on cheaper lifestyle than expensive cutting edge therapies, but again its all timing and case by case.
I feel so free sharing just my journey and thoughts and feelings, with very little clear suggestions anymore. At earlier times i was more certain about gcmaf, about hallwang clinic. I look back without regrets, i have interesting conclusions that i keep private, but i say do your own study, prayer and make the best decisions you can.
The biggest part of metastatic healing falls onto the patients shoulders, my on going challenges are a beautiful invitation to love life my deeply, more fully with each passing breathe and so my existence expands.
My spirit soared with delight as my body walked through the forest. I did my enema and medications and meditations.
I have found a little oasis to heal in planegg, god acts through our friends.
I do met vitalwave therapy this afternoon.
Step by step, breath by breath i heal, my dc vaccine lump so amazing. My cancer friend was reluctant to feel the lump, but in that lump exists the power of gods healing not mans poisons.