Got email midnight prof vogl cancelling monday tace lung and that friday, today is best. So up early, drive to frankfurt and i just finished mri and yFrankfurtorked again somehow.
Been praying for wife and friends and myself alot. The cea fall could have been bigger, it means i go home 6oct with residual disease a possibility and that ned is still that difficult goal.
I got appointments dc vaccine starting 23 september and vaccine injection 1oct.
Doing ipt at dr siebenhueners even though he is away, you see i am here, alive in frankfurt, about to be taced.
How is the liver? Clear would be a miracle. I have asked jesus for this, my doctors are his deliverymen.
So gods eyes, are prof vogls eyes, what does he see. Yes imaging is key to clinical planning. I feel so very fine and the results interesting and a vogl rfa of lung next week and then german s best post rfa anti inflammatory ideas.
I will ask. I have had potatoe, for a few nights, so i suspect i fell out of ketosis.
I am enjoying life in the ashram, the thai yoga massage course was fantastic. I got a 5 euro tip from a happy client last night. I think i have had so many massages, that i somehow intuitively use what i have experienced with all my massages. Giving a massage was like a yoga workout and spiritual. That the yoga part.
The prayer that paul aka snowlion uses touches many hearts.
May all beings be healthy,
May all beings be happy,
May all beings be free from suffering,
May all beings be at peace.
I added the AMEN at the end.
So massage is like a conversation, maybe all life is? And who do we converse with ?
GOD, And then I ask myself am I listening.
Thats the purpose of deep meditation, listening to God.
My greatest achievement is not surviving these health challenges, but making space and time for God in the western existence. I think of tv advertising and how our minds are bombarded by unhealthy , unholy messages and therefore thoughts. No tv for years has helped.
I am writing this while waiting in preop cubicle, this is real time blogging.
In this vast timeless infinite universe, my fate and indeed yours are less than grains of sand on the beach. But every grain is unique as we are, i have felt and analyzed amazing, indeed miraculous bodies, designed by God. He does great work.
To me, our uniqueness is our greatest gift! I do treasure mine and yours.
And gods answer.
LIVER CLEAR
LYMPH NODES CLEAR
LUNG METASTATISIS SMALLER AGAIN
LITT THERAPY 23 OCT, THEN NED AGAIN
DC VACCINE BOOKED 23 OCT ALSO
I FLY HOME 6oct CANCER FREE WITH GODS HELP and out oof cash but rich in hope and love.
Why not i share my lovee of life and thank god for my miracle.
I share it to inspire hope and proof of gods healing power and love.
MY DEAREST FRIENDS, IT IS REAL, AND OUR WORLD NEEDS IT. YOU DO. I DO.
The bliss is real.
