I have so many challenges, health, business and wife.
I question my own sanity again,vwhen I feel so optimistic with so many disasters around me from legal actions, insolvency, setbacks everywhere, wife stealing, no funds for treatment, mother dying of cancer.
But I honestly feel great, even last night I got a letter saying my 1million loan declined, but in the mornibg its a junior guy in the banks stuffup and the bosses wait on my company tax returns.
These setbacks are not what they seem. They are blessings instead. I always look for gods purpose, sometimes its hidden.
All is as it should be in the world, and tomorrow is another day.
My wife and I enjoyed a concert and dinner, and I held her hand. Each of us has to determine the true nature of love and marriage. Yoga says let go, jesus says forgive. Getting practice everyday good for the soul.
I am cleaning up so many issues, my wonderful business has to keep me alive.
It comes down to hope not money.
Hope is everything, I have it in unlimited quantities, help yourself. IT IS FREE!
THE MORE WE SHARE, THE MORE WE CARE, HOPE THAT IS
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I had a brilliant meditation tonight, I am blessed, we all are! Life is the greatest gift.
And no call from media alas, I may have made an ass of myself, not the first time and not the last.
On refection the 60 minutes POSTS show my frustration with mothers death, that I believe preventable, but fighting our health system is hard. The mto is a start.