i landed, got a great car upgrade from enterprise, drove straight to the ashram.
i got lost, ended up at a small local christmas market asking for directions.
in the back of the xmass who had a stall ?
the asham thats who! i am blessed in so many ways.
so many legal letter to deal with before surgery.
i peed the bed at 4am so i stayed up thinking of all the mto issues and todays therapies. the legal actions i have to take and the evidence i have obtain.
this is really the pointy end of survival.
my sons said dad you are a miracle dad, so i head off to surgery again content that my family knows i love and am doing my best for there future and my own.
so many hugs and greetings at the ashram, the yoga class was great, so was the evenings meditations.
i needed the yoga, i am back into the healing spiritual zone, and with whats at stake for trip7 success i need all the help i can get. AND I WILL GET IT!
i did have a good nights sleep and feel fresh for the hours drive to prof vogl.
todays as risky as its even been as I add pdt to the tace ipt xeloda hardcore cocktail.
i have asked the mto to formally ask my german doctors directly by email, fax and in writing to document and report on my medical treatments and that they would incurr the reasonable cost of these reports. I have asked them to also request the support of the german health minister.
all a cancer patient can do is ask for help to survive. that is what I am doing.
the roads are icey, and I have to get to hospital asap.
my yogurts have cultured over night, the maf 314 is going strong, these are the most well travel probiotic bugs, ever in the history of mankind.
my survial ultimately depends on these bugs, not drugs! but good drugs can help when used wisely!
its a great day to be alive and sharing the journey.
love,
Pete