Some times a picture is worth a 1000 words, well these pictures give you many 1000s of words why I have struggled so hard against a bastard of a disease, and why with Gods grace I have prevailed, and I pray continue to prevail. When I say my life is bliss, not because its perfect, but due to its imperfections and challenges. Every step on the beach, every photo, precious moments of existence. When I have been given so much by God, how could I not fight and find my way to survive. Todays wonderful day, after mums death, is the nature of our human existence. Life goes on, but its so fragile and precious. Not a breathe is wasted or taken for granted. Thank you god for this life.
So here is a letter to Sam, Feel free to cut and paste, or send a link, you may have a better way of reaching him than I do. this is my best however.
Dear Sam,
Sorry to hear your current treatments are not clinically effective and that you have plans to dispose of your wealth due to declining health!
I am writing to ask for your foundations support for my colorectal clinical trial program, using my therapy model for mid stage metastatic inoperable colorectal patients. I have been blessed with life, with many complete responses and brief periods of complete remission, over this last 4 and 1/2 years.
I have documented it all on the best and most messy blog on the internet, b is a very effective treatment model for metastatic cancer in particular colorectal, but I have good success in other cancers as well.
Just now I kissed my 13 year old daughter good night, my 9 year old son could not sleep so he has climbed into my bed and had a back scatch. I am essential in there lives, as they are in mine. My wife and the kids and the dogs walked on the beach today. I fully enjoy and appreciate my miracle! I have shared everything almost, to make my blog authentic, so that if I was blessed with a miracle I could help others. As much as I have been remarkably clincially effective, my blog has been unremarkable in effecting clinical benefit, except a for few wonderful friends and readers.
Effectively journaling my success day by day, trip by trip, success by success, well I know it will pay a very big dividend for humanity, I am certain. We need real stories of faith, hope and courage. Of success against impossible odds and challenges. That is my story, I give 100% credit to God that made our magnificent immune system and guided me to these amazing doctors and scientists.
I have achieved many colorectal miracles. I consider clearing each organ system a separate miracle, indeed even dissolving each met within the liver, within the lungs is a miracle. Also every single day of excellent health while being challenged with a few persistent and elusive colorectal is still bloody marvellous miracle.
See todays blog about how i found out about you, your illness and your foundation.
I dont know if you will ever read this, or learn of my specific success, but I continue to try to save my own life, the lives of my friends and the metastatic cancer world, starting with the colorectals.
I need your help, if you help me, you very well may save your own life.
How many extremely successful metastatic colorectal miracles have you met ?
I am interested in meeting you! So please read my blog a little and understand what its like to live while all around you die. My mother died yesterday from a simple lung cancer, that I believe could have been easily treated but for the power of conventional medicine and a lack of faith in my medicines. She died on Xmas day, and her present was heaven, but maybe she believed in me but just followed her heart. It was her time, its not mine, maybe not yours.
I have spent a million dollars, I have more operations than you have had hot breakfasts, I have the best experimental, conventional and alternative doctors and therapists in the world. They are all German.
Let me help you, or help me help others. I am just one man with a very wonderful dream, I cannot do this on my own. I have saved myself, I have no guarantees of how long these magnificanet therapies while continue working for me, so I have an extreme sense of urgency and yes a touch of frustration at the complete lack of scientific, medical and governmental interest and support in my success.
There are enough colorectal deaths, too many, help me answer the question "Am I a freak or a miracle ?" If I am a freak, I will quietly enjoy this precious gift ,, my personal miracle.
But if I am not a freak, if my treatment protocol helps others, maybe helps you, well put simply. We will turn your 100 million into 100 billion.
I am the edison of the cancer era, I think I have a very simple and effective therapy model thats based on timing of tace, dc vaccine and alternative infusions.
I attached my treatment reports and summaries I have sent to my government for consideration of funding.
Some summaries and evidence. I have published everything on the net and shared everything I have learned. First on the American Cancer Society's Cancer survivors network in the colorectal forum, where eventually I was banned because they said I could not tell other patients about my successful treatments because my doctors had given me a job to allow continued access into Germany on an employment visa.
I continued sharing my story on my blog, this request is another part of my blog. Of the many requests I have made to the media, to my government and to my friends. All completely unsuccessful, except they are good for my soul. You see I take pride in doing my best.
Maybe I can show you some of the sexiest science on the planet, like p2x7, gcmaf and the ketogenic diet.
You see, I may just very well be the most stubborn genius on the planet. After all success is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration.
I have not given up on my own life, I have not given up on my marriage, my amazing small business that somehow has managed to fund these expensive and effective therapies. I have not given up on saving the world. I invite you to lunch with obama as soon as we have 100 american metastatic successes.
I am ready to start tomorrow, maybe you will be the second success, maybe its too late. What I will say, is I know what I am doing around colorectal in particlar. I have eat, breathed and lived with this illness for 4 1/2 years, I am victorious. Help me to help others, I simply invite you.
Saving Sam may very well be the best Simpsons episode or movie ever. The power of the press to effect real change and deliver real hope, well I leave that to your imagination. I may already written the plot.
Not a day can be wasted in recovering from this managable illness, I dont intend to waste a day of my joyous health.
Maybe you will read this, maybe we will meet.
I have done my best and now I will rest. I have done my part, the rest I leave to God, he has his work to do!
Love,
Pete
PS my kids love the Simpsons, I am there hero, and they love Bart. You will never never know if you dont have a go.
ps this is a blog about the science, how I am completely ignored, how I survived at sea. I am a super survivor.
