Another wonderful day! blood test time again~

So my next blood test form arrived in the mail, oh joy of joys. What will the numbers say ?
Only one way to find out.

I feel so good, surely nothing bad could, can be growing inside me. I did a nice yoga class down at cronulla beach this morning, the stretching was good.

I took my daughter to the movies and yumcha yesterday, her last day before her second year of high school starts.

I took the kids to the dog park, we talked, ran and did some exercises. The dogs poo'd and the kids did paer, scissors rock to see who would have the honours of the cleanup. the theatrics were hilarious. The point is I have a great life here with the wife and kids.

I have confidence in my endurance and my therapies and my doctors. In the back of my mind I know I should be back in germany. Prof vogl said 2 months!!!!, that will be the 7th february. I have been waiting on funding from various sources, loans, mtop and business. I still have hope and patience. Not committing to any flights or disturbing my doctors until I have definite funds and can do definite plans. I know my life absolutely depends on these treatments.

I consider my governments refusal as tantamount to murder, they are executing me to die from metastatic cancer, when my curative therapies have worked so well at giving me an excellent quality and quantity of life. So I MUST SUFFER LIKE ALL THE OTHER COLORECTALS, shit what a fate. I have read about there agonies, so many friends suffered so much and so long. Even those guilty of killing get a nice quick death. Not the drawn out pain and humiliation of death due to cancer. I watched my mum go through only a month ago.

Yes I am angry at our government, our doctors, we just dont learn. My life is so cheap to those in the government and the medical profession. You have read the draft response and there expert opinion NO, NO, NO, NO.

You read the headings of the MTOP , you get your hopes up, after all I have enjoyed considerable clinical success I am so close to remission. Life is the best it been with the family, the business, besides the big money headache from treatments, life is fantastic. Oh of course I have this chronic illness to deal with.

I am excited by the prospect of another trip ( trip8 ) i am so confident of my clinical success and my doctors. maybe this confidence is what fuels my disdain and disgust at the Australian medical profession, due to there combined wisdom and skill I HAVE BEEN ORDERED TO DIE, I MUST STOP WORKING IMMUNOTHERAPIES, I MUST TAKE PALLIATIVE CHEMO  _ MOGA HAS SPOKEN. MY GOVERNMENT HAS LISTENED AND PULLED THE TRIGGER!!!!!!!!!

What crime did I commit ? Oh the worst one, to want to live, to not want to die, to not want to suffer, to use your brain and question your doctor. I the process I have saved my life and my government lots of money. My government is so greedy and really exploits the needy!

I am amazed at all the dc vaccine action in australia, it puzzles me all the more why I cannot find anyone to look at my bloods and vaccines.

Well MOGA can goto hell! I am going to find a way to live, to get money and to get treatments that work in germany.

I liked the pictures on this sight. A great immunotherapy refresher for beginners.

http://www.snog.org.au/re-australian-story-oslo-norway-glioblastoma-trial/ this is another inspirational story.

http://www.mater.org.au/Home/News/September-2014/Alliance-to-bring-leading-cancer-therapy-to-Austra
i referenced this link yesterday as I have a good connection with prof freelander, who obtained mtop support for the proton beam, but here is the key point. Its 170 million setup costs, I wonder how the dc lab ( i know the dc lab the same as drnesslehut which is massive cost 10m euro a few years ago ) .and the vaccines compare to this. This medicine is so expensive. Makes the meditation, coffee enemas, sauna therapy and most life styles look like exceedingly good value from a capital investment point of view.

http://www.wmi.org.au/ournews/mediareleases/Media%20Releases/New%20lab%20to%20enable%20life-saving%20experimental%20treatments.pdf

another world class immunotherapy centre in sydney, still I cannot find any scientist who will help me interpret my immune profiles, NOT ONE, they are so busy , they cannot learn from real successful patients bloods, they prefer real RATS, not man rats.

I look at the big pile of bills on the desk , of all the bank accounts busting at there limits! I think about the money I owe my doctors!

Am I worried ? ABSOLUTELY NOT

GOD ALWAYS DELIVERS, I AM PRAYING AND ASKING, OF COURSE HIS DELIVERY METHOD WILL BE A SURPRISING MIRACLE!!!!!

So I am cool, I really am smiling and incredibly confident. YOGA does that to me!

I dream of smashing the conventional, corrupt medical system here to a million pieces. And suing them all, getting the oncologists into gaol for negligence. Its called unlawful killing, read the legal links a few days ago, except of course those oncologists who are enlightened, and those who have contributed to my survival

I will live, besides my little family I have this desire to prove my point, that my therapy model really can help others. This maybe the pivotal factor in my ongoing survival, that absolute hunger for life, for success and for love.