so I cleaned up the kitchen and the bathroom, and bought some organic veg and foods today. had a great green smoothie and a veg juice, with a small apple.
the wife showed me a letter for the realestate agent, they inspected the property 23 may, she did not know, the house is an absolute disaster and I expect possible eviction or lease termination. my poor wife is so sick, she is blaming everyone else but herself. its been 10 months since she chased away all the mums who were going to help cleanup the house. her mental issues, clear proof that fear and stress can completely disable logic and reason.
so her and the kids will be homeless with truck loads of garbage. the silver lining , that my daughter pointed out, was well now we can move to germany. she was after i explained about rental references and the black mark my wife's sicknes has put on my rental history. i pray she comes to her senses., but its her job. even the little cleaning i have done has been so stressful for her and me.
but i need a space to lay on the floor in the bathroom to do my enemas. on that subject the vogel has bound me up, conspitated due to irenotecan. the coffee helped alot, my wife made the coffee so in mant ways she is as helpful as she can be. we are joking about being homeless, if it was not so serious it would be more funny. alas life and its challenges. the kids will hate changing schools, no one will rent to us here.
maybe back to pyrmont we go. might be time to rent a farmhouse and live in pyrmont workdays and farm on the weekends, time will tell. i love this house though, the water, the bay and the views are magic. very healing. tonight i had a sauna 60 minutes at 56 degrees and then a good scub to get the toxins out.
also today I organised big wednesday where i see onc 3 winston 9.30, surgeon 2 10.30am, surgeon 3 hipec / liver 11.30am, onc 6 hallwang friendly 1.40pm. thursday 1.40pm colonoscopy booked with professor brodie a top gi guru. next monday port install also booked, thankyou ethel. alas still to far away, hopefully something sooner can be organised. I met dr chris allen me wonderful very conventional and supportive gp. he did all the referals and wished me well and bulk billed me. its three years since the tumour was found on the 29th may 2010. happy anniversay.
I need to get answers from doc nesslehut and hallwang re immunotherapy strategies, they are not being driven be tests, more by scans, to fay beyind the ape ball for my liking. i susepct vaccine 4 at hnusslehut screwed my liver big tie and caused massive resistance, its to co-incidental and i want a credit.
doing infusions tomorrow, today i had placenta and thymus extracts, one in each leg. also had oral support regime and mushrooms. off to sleep.
seeing my school friends for dinner tomorrow night and the movies, i have to get a sleep in somewhere tomorrow, also seeing an aussie cancer patient interested in german therapies, i hope i can give some hope.
another great day, i am confident, but tired, time for sleep. its so great to be apart of the family routine, i made my super sweet potatoe and pear and cocnut cream soup in my soup maker, the kids loved it.