I got that result today while stuck in a traffic jam that meant tace 24 is now booked for tuesday.
the trip munich to frankfurt should be 4 hours, instead it was 7, the body and the precious frozen virus late by 30 minutes.
so now considering tace also next thursday with dc, ndc, gcmaf. studying therapy implications.
this big rise very likely a good response, but seeing these very high markers makes aware of my mortality.
I talked with my kis, that really lifted my spirits, I watched my daughters cat movie and heard how they just lost debating. my son misses me, he said stay as long as you need to.
should I go home, suck chemo and die? but I would be with them.
if you could imagine the energy, the focus, I put into treatment s, may this blog gives a clue.
tonight I feel weary, I let sleep carry me away.
another great day, sleeping car in another name less grasdy field near dr herzog.
I receiving a few small kindnesses, that makes a world of difference. ñ
at the hardest times I look for god, it helps a lot.
oh and I also had coffee with martin my partner here, and then gym and sauna.
probably why I am exhausted , but a good tired ness from gym and sauna.
oh my dream to ride over the alps, well I was reminded about immune suppression for heavy sport, and I need my clinical focus, so no alps.
so today things did not go to my plan, instead they followed gods plan.
I did thank god for these gifts, for the lessons of life.
I was praying for strength, courage and hope, but with gratitude that he has already granted these prayers.
I believe its in the asking, that god grants us our prayers
may god bless us all.
