I am over flowing with hope, my spirit soars calm like this motion less bird high above the trees. in that stillness manifests all healing.
a few friends are exhausted from the challenges they face, its simple, be like the bird, let gods love hold you high above the turmoils of this life, fly motion less with me, see the splendour around us, feel it, let love, let hope fill your heart.
above all else I ask my god for healing, in all its forms, ultimately its simply love. whatever is your god is ok.
my bodies suffering, in many ways, but my bliss remains, the treasure above all treasures. our spendid immortal soul.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4042089/
just reviewing before seeing dr nesslehut
so I have vogl rfa offer 6oct, I have tentative liver resection offer prof morris sydney and do all required pre surgery scans and get on list.
meanwhile I ask nesslehut to find a german university who maybe interested in immunologic character of liver met.
options, upon options, upon options. all with varied costs and benefits, getting a tumour sample for ngs, for micro rna dc vaccine, the option to clear all tumours away is compelling.
and it will soon be school holidays in sydney
I am inclined to fly asap after tace33
I had amazing diarrhea 1am to 7am, this maybe pd1 introduced. and again tonight, tried ghee, yogurt and coffee
I did a days running around doing visa application, I am so grateful to dr nesslehut for the job but my life.
he in an unsung hero, let me sing. let me tell stories of courage, of miracles, but if only I maybe be permitted to share the truth about cancer I see.
like the heroism of a young german oncologist whose Australian sister refers her to doctor nesslehur, she get nivo, i get fluids as my poor body shutting down from dehydratation, she is a german genetistist, I tell her about ngs, about kd, she shows me an amazing protocol, straight out of life extension. she smiles when I say I am doing vaccine 18, I love thomas, I have hope.
its her first dc vaccine, I have the best job, to pray for others miracles, to inspire hope and to work and study for my own.
my job at praxis nesslehut reality, that's a miracle in itself. everything on my blog is my petsonal opinion and nothing to do with my boss, the worlds absolute greatest doctor and humanitarian.
my goal to bring early stage to duderstadt, please pray for justin and her sister, the liver is swelling, her need urgent. she has a few choices, god guide her, I alas cannot.
I have had too much love and kindness from the famous artist oscar and doris , my duderstadt friends. I am blessed, no visit to bathroom for 5 hours, a miracle, it might be the gcmaf yogurt ghee enema.
But the extreme colitis proof keytruda nivolumab is working, that my tcells have the breaks removed.
there is a lion within, really there is, mine is roaming, soon ill be snoring. my friend craig the lion of csn is resting peacefully, he taught me and many much.
so find the lion within and treasure and protect it.
I have been so ill and weak from colitis, I could not open my yogurt jar, we are so vulnerable and weak, lord heal me, I need to drive tomorrow
no internet or phone me room 109 at the crown prince hotel, an osis of peace, I slept, prayed and healed,
options on options , I am blessed, so are you, the trick to feel and see it.
I get so many questions about this or that, but never about how awesome is gods love, the sunset, my kids smile.
my tip, find and share the joy in your day now, blog to the world the magesty of existence, maybe then whatever you try will be healing, but a good dc vaccine made and blessed with love, well that's sacred, that's the fabric of miracles.
it all starts with hope, I have been sharimg mine for so long, the more I share, the more I care, the more blessings I recieve, the treasures of this life infinite!
can a human heart explode from too much hope, that we will see together.
I hope red wine is good for pd1 induced colitis, only one way to find out, that's try.
sweet dreams world, another day, I am blessed!
ps in my illness, my isolation I sleep with my cross on my heart, it fell onto the floor where it rests and I could not. but countless trips to the toilet , st UK stumbling blindly, half asleep, almost collapsing, almost crashing, well I felt the cross beneath my feet. so many times in my challenge I was aware of my god.
no fear, no pain, just joyful suffering, yes I am nuts!
I think the ghee is working
