Gods miracles hit when we least expect them,
which is nice.
so cea 310, ca199 400 these were down from 1200 2 weeks earlier.
which was 5 days after tace 32 the lymph node experiment with keytruda, avastin, ndv, gcmaf and chemo cocktail. So fortune favours the brave and lucky rats that god loves. this is the biggest spike since 3 years ago at hallwang when my cea topped 1770, that another story that been told here years ago.
so the scans backed up vogl, i have english reports, but nothing in the lungs, peritoneum, and 2 crystal clear liver targets highlighted by the primovist mri.
I have been offered liver resection monday, which is to loose 1/3, but its big open surgery, which i declined as I am going for laprascopic, which is what nesslehut, vogl, and siebenhuner recommended. i better listen to the german team, now if laprascopic not a goer ill revist open resection, which has surgical benefits and immunological disadvantages.
As prof bell my sydney oncologist is away in europe, i met his replacement, the 20 minutes wa not enough, he said he would call me, i begged for more nivolumab and or keytruda any legal or gray way of getting me the drugs to live.
now my bloods are stuffed, my white blood cell army has been decimated, the red not far behind. but god these magnificent soldiers, are keeping this body remarkably tumour free.
very nervous about doing my own salinomycin, but screw it, soon ill start, still trying to come up with the right immunological, translational cocktail, all the oncologists blink, frown and hide under there desks. god and we pay them so much, if they had a fraction of the courage, and 1/2 ball between them , them 1,000,000 need not die.
I am absolutely not a fluke, well in some ways yes, the money, the will power, the blessings. but now i know this medicine bloody continues to work on me, i am playing around at the edges, trying to get it right ie into full long and relaxing remission.
cannot you imagine in 3 weeks to the day after surgery, ill have next generation sequencing, the antibody reports to go with it, imagine if i hit gold, that i am in the 30%ngs club who come up with meaningful cell surface antigens and antibody targets. well then i join the LONG REMISSION CLUB!
so close, but still so far.
now the 100,000,000 dollar question, is how long will the last few taces and dc vaccine last and can some correctly dosed moderate systemic chemos, fan the immunological fire, thats still cookings as crp 12.
and the best news, i helped in the business for the first time in years, took my son to the police station, taught him how to approach evicting a threatening difficult character, the wife was pissed, but one day my son maybe running the property empire, god I hope I still have it.
these sydney treatments aimed at trying alternative treatments I get for free, when I am away from germany the money builds up, when i am in germany it evaporates like a glass of water poored on the dessert sand.
and the best news, i got frequent flyer seats for the kids and I to fly return to rockhamption, the base of the barrier reef, so for $400 and a few points we all fly to my wonderful friends yatch for sailing and snorkelling on the magnificent barrier reef. i love to do something special for the kids and me. The wife preferred to rest at home.
Life is glorious, I feel so blessed.
So the colitis has settled, my energy is great, the tiredness a few weeks ago, well thats again immune response based. I am glad I rested when I did in duderstadt.
these metastatic miracles, well they occur at gods discretion and timing, I might as well be grateful, smell the roses and smile.
this miracles continualling and the billion dollar question, how low will they go ?
I need the antigen cross presentation miracle!! thats at the heart of all good long remissions I BET!
LOTS OF LOVE TO THE WORLD, ITS A FINE DAY TO BE ALIVE AND A RAT!!!!
Think of this rat, the little rats swimming in the warm tropical waters of the magnificent barrier reef.
The warmth of the water is like the warmth of the hope I feel, EVERY CELL IS FULL OF HOPE!
How can I fail!!!
I did thank GOD immediately and all during the afternoon, while I watched PAN movie with my son, based on peter pan, the boy who could fly, once or twice I cried during the movie at the good fortune of my blessings and the challenges of my friends.
Maybe we all can fly, its so corny, but I BELIEVE I CAN FLY! so healing from metastatic cancer a breeze!
Also thinking of going to this conference after sailing! got to do some work to make my billion dollar empire, as soon as I get into remission!
http://ausbiotechnc.org/program15/program
which is nice.
so cea 310, ca199 400 these were down from 1200 2 weeks earlier.
which was 5 days after tace 32 the lymph node experiment with keytruda, avastin, ndv, gcmaf and chemo cocktail. So fortune favours the brave and lucky rats that god loves. this is the biggest spike since 3 years ago at hallwang when my cea topped 1770, that another story that been told here years ago.
so the scans backed up vogl, i have english reports, but nothing in the lungs, peritoneum, and 2 crystal clear liver targets highlighted by the primovist mri.
I have been offered liver resection monday, which is to loose 1/3, but its big open surgery, which i declined as I am going for laprascopic, which is what nesslehut, vogl, and siebenhuner recommended. i better listen to the german team, now if laprascopic not a goer ill revist open resection, which has surgical benefits and immunological disadvantages.
As prof bell my sydney oncologist is away in europe, i met his replacement, the 20 minutes wa not enough, he said he would call me, i begged for more nivolumab and or keytruda any legal or gray way of getting me the drugs to live.
now my bloods are stuffed, my white blood cell army has been decimated, the red not far behind. but god these magnificent soldiers, are keeping this body remarkably tumour free.
very nervous about doing my own salinomycin, but screw it, soon ill start, still trying to come up with the right immunological, translational cocktail, all the oncologists blink, frown and hide under there desks. god and we pay them so much, if they had a fraction of the courage, and 1/2 ball between them , them 1,000,000 need not die.
I am absolutely not a fluke, well in some ways yes, the money, the will power, the blessings. but now i know this medicine bloody continues to work on me, i am playing around at the edges, trying to get it right ie into full long and relaxing remission.
cannot you imagine in 3 weeks to the day after surgery, ill have next generation sequencing, the antibody reports to go with it, imagine if i hit gold, that i am in the 30%ngs club who come up with meaningful cell surface antigens and antibody targets. well then i join the LONG REMISSION CLUB!
so close, but still so far.
now the 100,000,000 dollar question, is how long will the last few taces and dc vaccine last and can some correctly dosed moderate systemic chemos, fan the immunological fire, thats still cookings as crp 12.
and the best news, i helped in the business for the first time in years, took my son to the police station, taught him how to approach evicting a threatening difficult character, the wife was pissed, but one day my son maybe running the property empire, god I hope I still have it.
these sydney treatments aimed at trying alternative treatments I get for free, when I am away from germany the money builds up, when i am in germany it evaporates like a glass of water poored on the dessert sand.
and the best news, i got frequent flyer seats for the kids and I to fly return to rockhamption, the base of the barrier reef, so for $400 and a few points we all fly to my wonderful friends yatch for sailing and snorkelling on the magnificent barrier reef. i love to do something special for the kids and me. The wife preferred to rest at home.
Life is glorious, I feel so blessed.
So the colitis has settled, my energy is great, the tiredness a few weeks ago, well thats again immune response based. I am glad I rested when I did in duderstadt.
these metastatic miracles, well they occur at gods discretion and timing, I might as well be grateful, smell the roses and smile.
this miracles continualling and the billion dollar question, how low will they go ?
I need the antigen cross presentation miracle!! thats at the heart of all good long remissions I BET!
LOTS OF LOVE TO THE WORLD, ITS A FINE DAY TO BE ALIVE AND A RAT!!!!
Think of this rat, the little rats swimming in the warm tropical waters of the magnificent barrier reef.
The warmth of the water is like the warmth of the hope I feel, EVERY CELL IS FULL OF HOPE!
How can I fail!!!
I did thank GOD immediately and all during the afternoon, while I watched PAN movie with my son, based on peter pan, the boy who could fly, once or twice I cried during the movie at the good fortune of my blessings and the challenges of my friends.
Maybe we all can fly, its so corny, but I BELIEVE I CAN FLY! so healing from metastatic cancer a breeze!
Also thinking of going to this conference after sailing! got to do some work to make my billion dollar empire, as soon as I get into remission!
http://ausbiotechnc.org/program15/program