An amazingly kind blood collection nurse and i made this joke together as i was redoing bloods to confirm latest big jump markers. Im still waiting results.
The ct showed 5 new lung spots.
Prof morris is not happy and im going to germany again 15th feb.
Prof vogl is booked 22nd.
Dr kilarski from 18th feb to 5th april.
The rest ill fill in.
Today i wake full of hope. Of love and compassion.
My family sleeps.
Last night i taught the kids how to make baked sausages. Mash potatoe and fresh cabbage.
Mostly organic or free range.
I helped a little. I slept 2 hours from 5 to 7pm. I need my rest. As much as treatment.
Yesterday 7am chiro for nerve damage
10am hyperbaric chamber.
Then surf in sun.
Then 90min thai massage HARD.
IM FEELING BETTER IN THE BODY DAY BY DAY. STILL FALLING SOMETIMES.
ITS A RACE TO HEAL FROM THE LAST ROUND OF GERMANY BEFORE THE NEXT STARTS.
now im up its 7am im in the far infa red sauna at home and my magnificent dogs sit watching just being next to me.
Im starting super moil i got from a german friend.
Im coughing and having flem so i know the lung mets real.
Vogl good news is liver clear. Prof looked at scans again before sydney team and booked me for treatment. His speed and skill a part of my miracle.
In sydney im a number. A bad number thats overstayed life. Bad because ive done my best to live. They said it not me. Im very likely off the operation list as our public health system crumbles under the pressure of western illness ie cancer eta.
Ive tested my ECCT trial stuff of which im still committed but on its own ive not had disease control.
So a saved marriage a few mets.
This holiday ive got one out of two miracles. So gods great. No bitching here.
Just celebrate this glorious day!
My poor feet. See. Im full of hope and sweat. The enema and prayer await.!
