It's cold, getting nose pain, glad I avoided steroids yesterday. Took extra xeloda an hour ago to have good plasma for hyperthermia.
Also detoxing platinum asap, aggressive protocol, to heal neuropathy, so kill tumours and rebuild good tissue, just no glutamine like before.
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2013/06/130605190158.htm
I wanted to put a lobster in the hypothermia with me but that's not medically acceptable or professional what a great idea.
I'm grateful to david bell for oxaliplatin chemotherapy yesterday I'm gonna get the maximum value out of this hypothermia. I hope I can get to 39.5 degrees if not a little bit higher arm and I'm about to do a 2 hour massage, to relax. The coffee enemas have just worked to resolve chemo induced constipation I should have a good run with a massage and hypothermia this afternoon stop by it's going to work I'm very positive about this therapy.
So many cancer friends are having setbacks are having bad news from cat scans and the blood markers.
They are all losing hope they're expecting to die my attitude is the exact opposite I'm expecting to live for a while, maybe like a saint.
I don't know how to help my friends find peace or hope, I'll just have to do what I can do for myself.
My friends on I guess deserve peace to confront their illness their way, am I so delusional to have this hope, this faith. When so many around me have lost theirs, life is joyous but complex. Love is simple, I love my life, my friends, that energizes me. I wish my passion was contagious, enough rambling.
Out of the bath and into the fire
