I ASKED MY WIFE BEFORE I POSTED THIS. IM IN JAKARTA DOING ECCT RESEARCH FOR A DAY ENROUTE TO GERMABY.
MY NEW SIGNATURE XXXXXL THAT USED TO BE MY SHIRT SIZE!
What lessons do the dieing teach there kids?
That last lesson before death?
The wisdom of this life as our time on this earth ends.
Carried softly on our last exhale
WHAT lesson. What story. What value.
Before the morning birdsong.
Before they sing.
I am risen alive ressurected from cancers terror!
I am not dead!
I am not dreaming!
In the darkness i here foot steps.
She says come with me.
I open me eyes in the dimness before the dawn!
I blink I see breasts first then a female form. I smile and blink again!
Who is this mystical lady?
Her voice is comforting. Soothing!
Who is this marvelous mother?
Who is this wonderful wife?
Who is this ?
I hope she remembers I came when called.
I hope she remembers me listening to her dream of a big house with 7 dogs and a daughter who drives and a son to play chess with.
Another miracle!
EMAIL TO A FRIEND
Dearest SUPERWIFE!
Im with kiki 18th feb to 5th march.
Come visit if possible maybe HUSBAND stays penthouse with me.
No answer nesslehut yet. I see him dr thaller 18th i hope
I'd do metavectum and think ecct
Dont judge ecct a failure due to my progression . An ant cannot stop the flood or a bee fly into the cyclone.
But maybe we the dieing can live in the eye of this eternal storm we call life.
Its complex all the factors!
I still do ecct yogurt eta.
My progression induced mwa liver done mid November i suspect.
Lots of love and HOPE.
Cheers,
Pete
WHATS HOTTER THAN ALL THE PORN ON THE NET?
The love of superwife! Whose glorious nipples gave our babies a super start may now give me a super finish.
I never got breast fed as my mother was very ill after birth , its ironic now at these challenges the breast gives hope and healing. Well to me at least.
I wonder what the divorce lawyer will think about the priceless healing power of the nipple! Oh thats at least worth another million
You see its all in the story!
Who is sucking your nipples?
Is it a loving husband or another lover?
So maybe marriage is a death sentence in the best way! And for me I keep on breaking all these conventional laws and I keep on getting extra time added to my sentence.
For crimes against this humanity For i make love and hope my creed in my hours of need. I follow jesus to the letter. His gift priceless to me and lost to many in this blind connected world.
But when, where, what and who do we connect too?
Who is sucking your nipple? And indeed who do you suck?
Like my sons and wifes chess victory over me. The father who is defeated in chess, in life! May inevitably win.
Oh my god! YOU HAVE GOT ME IN CHECKMATE! Well done! Mother and son smiling with glee. Im smiling also. Glee is infectious,
I lost. You both won!
You are smarter than the miracle genius i am!
Life is chess. Chess is life.
Its all thinking!
To see the next move! Out of infinite possible moves which one brings victory which brings life which brings love which brings happiness.
In loosing i have won my son. He plays dad not games not computers.
NOT THAT MOVE SON! I said gently!
LOOK. OPEN YOUR EYES. Use the force.
THINK!
I say this.
I share this expensive indeed priceless lesson with all.
Wisdom like the snowball grows as does our healing power.
I feel my power but this latest challenge before me vast.
The rising markers. The aches in my abdomen. God knows not i my fate.
I pray for life to share more the privilege of the wisdom, lessons and love i have been blessed to receive.
My enema done. Day by day my nerves heal. Now some magic in my big toes. Yes i can move them. More on the right than left. But i focus and i try and i cry because now my lifeless toes live!
Im walking much better day by day. Some say qantum neurology is rubbish i know different. I believe. I want too. I need too.
Who has time for evidence based medicine? Not me.
Certainly not i as life is the gift i cherish!
What do you cherish?
We are one humanity under one god of that i am certain.
We will goto mass today. Then lunch with friends. Then dinner and sunset doyles.
Then a gold class romantic movie! With wife. With kids.
We are a family after all is said and done. As unique and wonderful as yours and as powerful!
The hidden power in our families. Of love and desire.
Is this not valentines real message.
It was not a dream!
Her kiss and warmth as real as this blog and my life.
Godbless and protect you my wife!
A tear or two as i think of the millions of dollars its cost for these priceless tears to run down these smiling cheeks.
For all my friends here now and here after and those who follow.
The birds sing again.
This dream. This miracle. This life continues.
Ive watched my son win chess. To think. To see. To look for possibilities. To look for the best solution. To take risks. To be patient.
Mum dont be an idiot he said undoing mums rash last move. Lets try this.
Mother and son beat the father.
Maybe in a way like jesus and mary.
Our father in heaven and on earth is smiling content like me i feel.
My son thinks. He sees. He breathes.
With so much love around me. How came i fail?
I feel so good but the coughing real.
I have to climb everest again.
These recurrences like groundhog day!
I'll find me way. Have a great day!
This valentine's is special. So may yours be!
This bliss!
Can this bliss be real?
A birds sings YES!
How many miracles can one man have?
With a joyful humble heart i ask my god for more!
More miracles. More breathes in this yoga life!
As father john says it's all about love. Its all about jesus!
