I woke at 4am. I packed remaining pills , oils, potions and lotions.
Driving to my destiny at 4.45am.
The sunrise and the mist glorious.
The bliss is intense. I wonder if remission today.
The chi machine naturopath calls me. I buy and he sends. Im hooked on chi machines.
I off loaded 80 euro in change at service station.
I see prof vogl he reads operation report. He says you have lost weight.
I nod. Im only 80kg. I later think of course silly they keep on chopping pieces of me up. So the tumour that was excised was 2x2x2 8 cubic centimeters. I only need 1 cubic centimeters for vaccine trial.
Ill see what the scans today show
So can i have oxaliplaten in combo.
Vogl no its too dangerous so close to surgery
I have such intense belief.
I scare myself.
On the walk here to vogl
Every step im tumour free
Time after time after time
The intensity grows the closer to the office.
I really believe it. Im tumour free.
I know my immune systems been trained turned on. The disobedient tumours cooked and chopped in surgery and sits in the freezer. What tails it will tell.
Im the only patient.
Im his miracle and many others.
But i have his focus. The undivided focus of a legend. The hifu is coming here. But my liver clear.
The necrotic stimulus hypothesis implies all insitu destructive therapies are inferior to effective immuno surgery.
Can you prof see any sign immune activation liver lymphatics ?
Yes the tace the mri and cat scan essential
DRUM ROLL
liver met still there jacobi missed it a took something else i guess, never mind its been treated pdt
Lung stable and today targetted embolization perfusion left lung only irenotecan and specials reo nvd gcmaf. So we have a control with right lung.
Size does not count, love dose
Peritoneal still clear.
Good chance marker falling and imaging results dead tumour.
Going home happy optimistic and hopeful.
I MADE IT TO DR SIEBENHUNER FOR IPT54 starring
Mr dmso
Mr curcumin
Mr b17
And Mrs Magnesium
Oncothermia to liver and lungs one week post surgery.
The 2 months sydney ill consider lots
This is real.
Its time to heal.
Godbless us all! Families, friends, patients and our pets.
I take the dogs for the beach walk asap.
The time with vogl and siebenhuener very precious. Im like there son.
Am i scared disappointed NO
I LIVE TO LOVE ANOTHER DAY