Im trying to learn the song below on the Steinway at the Opensky community by the river. They have been so very kind to me.
Im getting stronger day by day in every way.
It must be the water or could it be
the love around me.
I ran by the river as the chilly breeze made me sneeze . The running a small miracle. The sneeze a large miracle as Im supposed to be in heaven! But even God does not want me it feels sometimes which is fine hy me.
My nerve damaged feet cannot really work the peddles but i try and cry as I realise the damage the real cost of my survival thus far.
Even my fingers feel funny on the keys.
I wonder about the cost to my wife and kids.
My new sennheiser headphones sound out of this world, with them I play the piano tracks I struggle with and I really have tears of joy and sorrow mixed i do not know which.
I've setup my room here as a massage retreat for Pete with candles and amazing music. Yesss michael nyman
Ive tried to head off the muscular destruction from the checkpoint antibodies with intense massage and lots of muscle facia tissue focussed supplements. Im also doing everytrick to stop the cramping. Its working.
Thats why another massage session tonight.
Im feeling the strength return to my legs and the balance a struggle still
Ive got a very busy night of infusions ahead vit c curcumin dmso hepametrz resveratrol. I'll enjoy the Ashram community here while not disadvantage survival in fact I'll enhance it.
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=LeK5911u2mU&feature=share
Ill record this beautiful piece on my youtube when ive mastered it. Its dinner time and my friends on her way and I said to relax. Ive got chills now sitting in the art gallery on the comfortable black lounges that seem to shallow me whole in my black out fit.
The chills a sign of immune success I pray. Just one more day i say! But the truth I want many more.
We do yoga and meditation by the fire in the mornings. My three super special women here hugged the life out of me after yoga this morning.
They are all much shorter than i so kissed there amazing hair. Its the closest to a threesome ive experienced. I made this joke and they laughed very cheeky laughs.
Now i wonder i dream just maybe but i dare not ask god for that as I need to focus his efforts on the big miracle but a little more fun for pete well the evenings young and i feel young.
So did these angels squeeze the life out of me or into me.
We will seee
