I love you all. Please feel what you feel for it is real. Know that I HEAL and have high hopes of a glorious next breath.
If I may I pray I go before you my friends that is all. These tears are of joy love strength and courage and some missing virtues.
I CALLED my wife her deep love still surfaces as needed and my 11 year son was still up. He knows THE DOCTORS OPINION of my challenging news and was crying in his bed. I said comfort him and she did as the perfectly imperfect wife and mother she is. As I the fine but flawed man I am.
So this is OPINION only yes very serious and I have ideas to survive and God teaches us all on our shared journey.
Gods love is real. The love here is real. Ok the pain and suffering just as real also. I breathe fearlessly joyfully and blissfully.
I ask my God and you for help and love and I am truly blessed.
I ask God to ease your pain and that my BLISS love and smile extend a little to your heart for I loose not one beat to despair.
I do seek to comfort my family and friends and share the wonderful bliss and evolution of soul that you may glimpse here.
I pray in a way your lives are as full of Gods love hope and peace as mine.
My hope is based in God and Science.
4 hours after surgeons expert opinion my Cea is 430 down from 1500 in 2 weeks. I have immense hope and my surgeons eyes human an he cannot see most liver lesions dead completely hence my excellent liver bloods.
This challenging news is God saying look here Pete. Vogl is organised and many plans being made.
A super vaccine some viruses and love and we see.
I have hope and I share it powerfully.
GOFUNDME my dream is real I feel to that joyous last breath.
Yes port 7 just FAILED last 24 hours believe it or not.
I had this in surgery anastomosis
LOVE DEATH AND MY WIFE
I can deal with prognosis OPINION but wife meeting girlfriends could be beyond me.
Looking for Mrs Rat now i tried hard was courageous and succeeded in many ways but I wonder if my desire for love and affection may cost my life.
BUT IS A LIFE WITHOUT LOVE A LIFE AT ALL OR IS IT LIKE THE SEASONS.
I sent this email to elitesingles but making contact impossible to stop emails and get a refund.
MY EMAIL TO THEM
Hi Elitesingles
Im Pretty sick with cancer Germany here now. I am going to give the dating a rest so stop the emails and take down my amazing profile.
Could you send a nice copy of my profile so my kids and friends can have a laugh about my desperate search for love in my finest moments.
I love that you DON'T discriminate about the ill on your site as we the dieing have beating hearts and working other bits.
And the last time we make love as precious as the first
Any chance of a refund to my gofundme Google SAVE GERMAN rat
Keep up the great service.
My wife being friendly again which is a miracle and I accept all miracles.
I'm serious about a refund or sponsorship as I desperately RAISING money.
https://youtu.be/CZeHIxAfCVU
I try to sell old family home asap. It's now or never! Dont worry family lives better suburb next to schools and parks.
SERIOUS MEDICAL STUFF
Ive super high platlets i may need hydroxyurea
http://www.leukaemia.org.au/blood-cancers/myeloproliferative-neoplasms-mpn/essential-thrombocythaemia-et
A good immune read
http://drsircus.com/medicine/cancer-drugs-ipilimumab-and-nivolumab-have-serious-side-effects/
Just a few side effects
http://www.opdivoyervoy.com/side-effects-of-opdivo-yervoy
