Its here
Its there
Its everywhere
Today my son his selective high school test. He said it was very hard.
He looked triumphant.
He prepared well and sinscere thanks to my oldest friend Greg who tutored keith a few times.
So while my son was tested so was I. My wife drove us to wanda beach a peaceful place and we grabbed seafood on the way.
I walked as many steps as I could towards the lookout over the beach and bay.
Id screamed chair please and super wife unfolds the folding chair as my legs fold beneath me. This weakness is fascinating.
The chair is there
Catching me gently but i was falling
We sat together for the longest time bufferted by rhe stiff breeze. I hugged her from behind. She was a wind break and soul mate.
The conversation rambled. The ramblings less important than the windswept peace between us.
Maybe all the failings are blown away in the breeze and what remains is love. A special weathered love thats seen many storms.
I vomited 1am last night. Managing Cometrig side effects. Fatigue. See the list. But liver inflammation pancreitis
Now this extreme fatique ive had before caused by tls tunour lysis syndrome.
Whats tumour progression? I dont know.
Im defering blood transfusion as theyll destroy immunotherapy i can access after 26th march when i return to Germany
Ive told wife kids friends and readers how much i love them . That i focus on my miracle. I do my best.
I trust in gods will.
So whats magic about the chair is the love behind carrying it for me and that today it caught me many times.
I dreamed of saving many lives, i still do but my current challenge well its challenging
Godbless us all. Im praying for us all often.
A sinscere thanks for the love and prayers you send me.
In the photo my smile and chinese tcm wrist bands to heal nausea. They work. In a way they are magic.
Im having unsettled sleep with severe nausea most nights. So my days fatiqued with much sleep.
Im very focused and worried about my cacexia. The extreme weightloss scares the kids.
Funnily my smile is bigger.
Its was a miracle my son sat the Selective school exam today. I am very very proud of you the result immaterial.
He topped the test in my eyes the second he sat down smiling and tried.
In away my son is my teacher. His love and care of his healing father most exceptional.
