We hugged, my son is 8 today, we are blessed

So the strategy is to focus on love and healing. so skipping baden baden and the opportunity to be with dagmar and dr nesslehut on the stand and rub shoulders with europes finest doctors. maybe its my arrogance but I feel I have alot to offer them, not really the other way around. baden baden will be around next year.

I want consolidate my qigong skills, relax and enjoy the love of my family and friends and live a joyful fullfilling life. withdrawing from the internet a little more, a little less research and more practice. i might attend a few support groups, but honestly they are a waste, often the convenor being far to conservative.

those ill who seek out my help, well i will try.

my obsession with enemas coffee, water, probiotics etc etc, well a tragic irony occaisionally happens, where conventional patients decline enemas initially as to gross, alas eventually some are required to use enemas to assist with constipation and pain. the tragic irony i that starting daily coffee enemas with gcmaf probiotic yogurt may help with cancer pain , progression and give a few more months.

One day I will dig aroud for more enema scientific proof, until then my health and gut instincts are all i have to go on.

the final day of the qigong course, alas I did ot get the trainers certificate, much more work to go, so wax on , wax off as they say in the karate kid. the farewell group dinner was great at the chilli restaurant.

my dear ren is really ill on his blog, godlbless him, he has fought so hard, i still have hope, but his current condition partly motivated me to stay in sydney and enjoy my family. I will fly back to germany if and when needed, for now its time to heal and live.