I think my book is assured of amazing success at this point, I am either a genetic freak which makes my recovery from stage 4 using immunotherapies more unique and special. Or my preference I am a genetic freak in terms of my mind, its the power of my mind and way of accessing these therapies thats made the difference. The good news is that I am confident its the latter, its my methods, not my genetics or the cancersepigenetics. Thatswhats intriuging about immunotherapies, they by pass to some extent i think the tumours ocogenetic characteristics. An activated immune system, if I can help a few friends activate their immune systems then that will be the greatest achievement of my life. Living a peaceful , harmonious life with a balance of nutrients and medicine essential.
I have dreams of a long life, but thats folly in a sense, I prefer to put all my focus into this breathe, I am living a joyous life right now with my family around me, I am blessed. To not be greedy for a long existence is really demanding more from the universe then i am entitled. To live today with health, without pain, with my family around me all i need. Its dawned on me that this is a very healing existence. the kids have horse riding this afternoon, i will walk with them.
Either way my activated immune system is still working, i pray this continues. Finding how to emmulate or replicate my success, well time will tell, and so will some colorectal friends following in my path. I am praying for so many friends with cancer and myslef these days.
So my wife is having some breast cycsts investigated and the kids are having moles checked out and the kids are also having vit d checked here. so without having to fight with wife regarding holistic health now so is in agreement. her lack of knowledge or all her fears of this medicine are challenging to deal with. I explained the doctors are busy, they want to do tests that they can use. Again knowledge is the key and interlect in being a medical partner.
My wife medical treatment is almost the same as a stranger on CSN, in that the principle of self empowered decisions, being self directed. When I use my influence to push a decision, we I get the image of pushing my kids of the high diving platform before they are ready. The secret of medical success , or an element of it is, to really want the procedure, to have faith in the doctor, the test and the medicine. Not an unrealistic hope but an adult acceptance of the costs and the benefits.
So we are the healthy Hallwang Family Now, or soon will be. Using my experience of illness and health to teach the kids and the wife the real benefits of the organic , holistic non conventional life is really more essential now than ever. Its a great lesson to empart. Its why I want them to stay in here in Germany and live in a little farm house.
I prayed this morning, I thanked God for my health, at this point in an conventional medical universe, if I had made different choices and trusted different doctors, well I would be racked with pain and counting down the last days of my existence and getting ready for the big final interview. That my health is so good, but that my existence is so fragile a very strange duality. their is so much beyond my control.
My kids and wife have fitted into the clinic. I like having the family exposed to this environment, I think they can understand their father a bit more and why i want a differen life style. Yes the kids are likely having dinner with wonderful people that may not be alive alot longer. But I want my kids to know that life, existence is precious, just as precious as the time we spend with these wonderful amazing cancer survivors. In my mind Hallwang is the ultimate destination for someone with the resources to battle the stage4 myth in conventional medicine. My kids are having dinner with heroes, even the spouses. Often we have meals with spouses as the partners are sick in their rooms.
My kids and now my wife will look at life with an expansive view, a compassionate view. theydont plan games on tablet at the table, they discuss, we make polite and real convernsation about it all. None of us have time for bullshit. The economical use of our existence and how we can support each other essential.
I gave doctor Kopic a DVD of all my medical records, he is presenting my case, me, at an Oncology meeting in Munich. Its nice to be alive, to be the subject of an immunotherapy success. Dr Kopic wanted to put me on metronomic low dose chemo, he changed his mind after my 2.9 cea from duderstadt.
the immunotherapy revolution hangs by a thread, if i can survive and pull this off then my miracle for saving millions may be more than a dream. Strangely the effort i put into saving my self, is the effort to save millions, if i can prove my way works. ifi can be the poster child for german immunitherapies. ifi can market my story , my book. If over the next few years we can have 1,000,000 cancer patients coming to germany for these therapies. well then we save lives, we also spread the technology quickly like a virus, we can use the net and peoples fundamental desire to survive.
Survival of the fittest, of the smartest, of the risk takers. The next foutune to be made is in medical innovation, the financing medical innovation in immunotherapies at the cmit conference is going to be fantastic. I can see a role for myself as a CEO of an immunotherapy company here in germany. I always have been capable of having large vivid dreams. this is no exception. But first some meditation before lunch.
Ellie did the bloods at lunch and got the results same day 6pm, all her bloods are perfect, she cannot believe it. She questioned Kopic but somehow accepted the fact her biology is healthy, so now its all in the mind for her.
I have dreams of a long life, but thats folly in a sense, I prefer to put all my focus into this breathe, I am living a joyous life right now with my family around me, I am blessed. To not be greedy for a long existence is really demanding more from the universe then i am entitled. To live today with health, without pain, with my family around me all i need. Its dawned on me that this is a very healing existence. the kids have horse riding this afternoon, i will walk with them.
Either way my activated immune system is still working, i pray this continues. Finding how to emmulate or replicate my success, well time will tell, and so will some colorectal friends following in my path. I am praying for so many friends with cancer and myslef these days.
So my wife is having some breast cycsts investigated and the kids are having moles checked out and the kids are also having vit d checked here. so without having to fight with wife regarding holistic health now so is in agreement. her lack of knowledge or all her fears of this medicine are challenging to deal with. I explained the doctors are busy, they want to do tests that they can use. Again knowledge is the key and interlect in being a medical partner.
My wife medical treatment is almost the same as a stranger on CSN, in that the principle of self empowered decisions, being self directed. When I use my influence to push a decision, we I get the image of pushing my kids of the high diving platform before they are ready. The secret of medical success , or an element of it is, to really want the procedure, to have faith in the doctor, the test and the medicine. Not an unrealistic hope but an adult acceptance of the costs and the benefits.
So we are the healthy Hallwang Family Now, or soon will be. Using my experience of illness and health to teach the kids and the wife the real benefits of the organic , holistic non conventional life is really more essential now than ever. Its a great lesson to empart. Its why I want them to stay in here in Germany and live in a little farm house.
I prayed this morning, I thanked God for my health, at this point in an conventional medical universe, if I had made different choices and trusted different doctors, well I would be racked with pain and counting down the last days of my existence and getting ready for the big final interview. That my health is so good, but that my existence is so fragile a very strange duality. their is so much beyond my control.
My kids and wife have fitted into the clinic. I like having the family exposed to this environment, I think they can understand their father a bit more and why i want a differen life style. Yes the kids are likely having dinner with wonderful people that may not be alive alot longer. But I want my kids to know that life, existence is precious, just as precious as the time we spend with these wonderful amazing cancer survivors. In my mind Hallwang is the ultimate destination for someone with the resources to battle the stage4 myth in conventional medicine. My kids are having dinner with heroes, even the spouses. Often we have meals with spouses as the partners are sick in their rooms.
My kids and now my wife will look at life with an expansive view, a compassionate view. theydont plan games on tablet at the table, they discuss, we make polite and real convernsation about it all. None of us have time for bullshit. The economical use of our existence and how we can support each other essential.
I gave doctor Kopic a DVD of all my medical records, he is presenting my case, me, at an Oncology meeting in Munich. Its nice to be alive, to be the subject of an immunotherapy success. Dr Kopic wanted to put me on metronomic low dose chemo, he changed his mind after my 2.9 cea from duderstadt.
the immunotherapy revolution hangs by a thread, if i can survive and pull this off then my miracle for saving millions may be more than a dream. Strangely the effort i put into saving my self, is the effort to save millions, if i can prove my way works. ifi can be the poster child for german immunitherapies. ifi can market my story , my book. If over the next few years we can have 1,000,000 cancer patients coming to germany for these therapies. well then we save lives, we also spread the technology quickly like a virus, we can use the net and peoples fundamental desire to survive.
Survival of the fittest, of the smartest, of the risk takers. The next foutune to be made is in medical innovation, the financing medical innovation in immunotherapies at the cmit conference is going to be fantastic. I can see a role for myself as a CEO of an immunotherapy company here in germany. I always have been capable of having large vivid dreams. this is no exception. But first some meditation before lunch.
Ellie did the bloods at lunch and got the results same day 6pm, all her bloods are perfect, she cannot believe it. She questioned Kopic but somehow accepted the fact her biology is healthy, so now its all in the mind for her.