I wrote this yesterday, before the fantastic news thats coming.
I believe in holistic healing , that why I share whats going on personally to give an insite into what possibly causing stress in my personal life. I live in Germany with stress reduction and joy maximisation my daily goals. So supplements are less important than energy and spirit and nutrition.
I have noticed my preference to goto clinics and doctors with lots of specialisation, ie dr nesslehut and dc, dr siebenhuener with ipt, oncothermia and infusions, dr florian schilling with ketongenic diet and infusions, dr marco ruggiero the world expert in gcmaf, prof vogl the world expert in tace, dr asir kopic the world expert in removab and rgcc.
I use the world expert label, in a small way. The world with reference to my universe, out of the doctors I know these doctors have unique gift, knowledge and experience. All of them of value, my skill is to mix and match their expertese to my needs.
I share my experiences and my reasons and results and observations and reflections. The medicine of the next century is available now, if you want to piece it together yourself. It is possible, but its so expensive in so many respects financially, emotionally and personally.
My heart breaks for everyone touched by cancer, but alas I have been around the traps long enough to realise advising someone what clinic or treatment to use without knowledge of your specifics is so wrong, so many variables to consider. In general I know many patients who are grateful for treatment in germany, some believe its been a waste. I need to use the services actively of a range of clinics, so i just share what they do and my research on the therapy and the results.
Whats right for me more than likely will not suit your cancer treatment needs, as all our paths are unique as we all are and our tumours. If I can offer anything, its the concept that maybe we can explore these paves together and share what we learn. I know the best place for me to look for my life line is germany at present, but great and innovative medicine is happening around the world. Often even conventional could be the right choice for some. these decisions are the most critical decisions and I suspect often alternative and breakthrough medicine is not considered early in the treatment cycle. thats a pity because thats when its efficacy is best to my experiences and observations and research!
It all depends on the person and then the family and friends!
The volume of decisions I make and why is not obvious on the blog, i just try and sketch out what therapies and why and the results. Often my research is after the event, like looking at rectal ozone to fix clostridia to activate macrophages and enhance my immune response. Often my research the clinical wisdom of the doctor treating, and sometimes its just my desperately curious mind looking for answers that explains my specific needs. Alas I think this me the best chances, why i really beleive in the power of the immune system, ie my interest in gcmaf and its latest product goleic.
Now i failed to have a response at the GCMAF clinic which I attended a few weeks ago, but I am still very positive on the clinic and the therapies despite my personal lack of success. Our immune system is very complex and those that say its very simple are being delusional or ignorant or both.
Most of the doctors who treat me I have met at conferences or clinics.
I had a wonderful but difficult talk with wife about eviction and hoarding. All I can say that I called and said I love her and that it would be desirable to cleanup so that the owners and agent are "happy" and the family can stay. We do live in paradise, even if its cluttered. My strategy is to off load issues and focus on my survival, which is a day by day propisition. I also explained the thrombosis. the kids are really well and it was great to hear there voices.
I cannot afford to dwell on problems beyond my control, no matter how painful. Life goes on and these disruptions and challenges maybe for the best, its the nature of life to be tested, well at least thats how my life feels. Maybe thats the common thread of all existence.
I am in Planegg Germany putting what little cash remains where my mouth is.Times are tough, someone beat me taking all the left over ham from the breakfast buffet this morning. Its the quick or the dead usually, now I feel its just the slow and hungry. At least fasting is good for ketosis, and hunger is a sensation of the living..
as i have said countless times i owe my life to my doctors and clinics, everyone of them mentioned in the blog i am grateful for. Are they perfect ? NO, but neither am i so we are a good match.
I woke up after a good sleep in cheap hotel, yesterday was a big day driving and therapy wise and I was really tired all afternoon and i laid down while dr florian schilling started what i suspect will be his clinical brilliance.
I have had considerable disappointing news regarding home and clinics in europe over outstanding issues, but at this stage of the battle i must focus on these therapies day by day and trust in God..
so i got oral dca, b17, artemisinin, alpha lipoic acid and rectal ozone to kill clostridia
so now i have switched from tace chemo to gentle cytotoxic alternatives that can be just as effective. i see the wisdom of this approach, all aimed at a maxim immune response.
getting to why no goleic response at the gcmaf clinic is a key goal of my time with dr schilling, its been suggested it my supplements and off labels, well these are all being reviewed. I note this was not done at the gcmaf clinic and I was left with the feeling I must be sabotaging there amazing product. thats not really the way a cancer patient needs to feel, one day I will tell the whole story of my recovery and that will be an interesting tale to tell. In many senses unbelievable is a word that comes to mind.
I had good keytones yesterday 1.2 glucose 5.8 but after a meal and I surprised to learn that dr schilling was in ketosis. Thats what i call medical excellence, sorry nothing is more frustrating than having unhealthy doctors tell you about diet. so my current treating doctor knows the reality of ketosis, he is on 40 map a day. the ketogenic diet needs a high degree of care.
Todays keytones were 1.8 and glucose 4.9. Just being near florian is enough to boost the keytones.
I showed dr schilling the dendtritic cell bump, I hope the DCs are doing there job of presenting the mhc class2 antigens.
see http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC302842/pdf/iai00015-0300.pdf
http://www.keephopealive.org/ozone.html note the advice about enemas before rectal ozone, so I got to go and do an enema.
So hopefully rectal ozone fixes clostridia and allows an enhanced macrophage response.
Today I looked for where my car was supposed to be parked, its missing. Then 5 minutes later I find it.
I believe in holistic healing , that why I share whats going on personally to give an insite into what possibly causing stress in my personal life. I live in Germany with stress reduction and joy maximisation my daily goals. So supplements are less important than energy and spirit and nutrition.
I have noticed my preference to goto clinics and doctors with lots of specialisation, ie dr nesslehut and dc, dr siebenhuener with ipt, oncothermia and infusions, dr florian schilling with ketongenic diet and infusions, dr marco ruggiero the world expert in gcmaf, prof vogl the world expert in tace, dr asir kopic the world expert in removab and rgcc.
I use the world expert label, in a small way. The world with reference to my universe, out of the doctors I know these doctors have unique gift, knowledge and experience. All of them of value, my skill is to mix and match their expertese to my needs.
I share my experiences and my reasons and results and observations and reflections. The medicine of the next century is available now, if you want to piece it together yourself. It is possible, but its so expensive in so many respects financially, emotionally and personally.
My heart breaks for everyone touched by cancer, but alas I have been around the traps long enough to realise advising someone what clinic or treatment to use without knowledge of your specifics is so wrong, so many variables to consider. In general I know many patients who are grateful for treatment in germany, some believe its been a waste. I need to use the services actively of a range of clinics, so i just share what they do and my research on the therapy and the results.
Whats right for me more than likely will not suit your cancer treatment needs, as all our paths are unique as we all are and our tumours. If I can offer anything, its the concept that maybe we can explore these paves together and share what we learn. I know the best place for me to look for my life line is germany at present, but great and innovative medicine is happening around the world. Often even conventional could be the right choice for some. these decisions are the most critical decisions and I suspect often alternative and breakthrough medicine is not considered early in the treatment cycle. thats a pity because thats when its efficacy is best to my experiences and observations and research!
It all depends on the person and then the family and friends!
The volume of decisions I make and why is not obvious on the blog, i just try and sketch out what therapies and why and the results. Often my research is after the event, like looking at rectal ozone to fix clostridia to activate macrophages and enhance my immune response. Often my research the clinical wisdom of the doctor treating, and sometimes its just my desperately curious mind looking for answers that explains my specific needs. Alas I think this me the best chances, why i really beleive in the power of the immune system, ie my interest in gcmaf and its latest product goleic.
Now i failed to have a response at the GCMAF clinic which I attended a few weeks ago, but I am still very positive on the clinic and the therapies despite my personal lack of success. Our immune system is very complex and those that say its very simple are being delusional or ignorant or both.
Most of the doctors who treat me I have met at conferences or clinics.
I had a wonderful but difficult talk with wife about eviction and hoarding. All I can say that I called and said I love her and that it would be desirable to cleanup so that the owners and agent are "happy" and the family can stay. We do live in paradise, even if its cluttered. My strategy is to off load issues and focus on my survival, which is a day by day propisition. I also explained the thrombosis. the kids are really well and it was great to hear there voices.
I cannot afford to dwell on problems beyond my control, no matter how painful. Life goes on and these disruptions and challenges maybe for the best, its the nature of life to be tested, well at least thats how my life feels. Maybe thats the common thread of all existence.
I am in Planegg Germany putting what little cash remains where my mouth is.Times are tough, someone beat me taking all the left over ham from the breakfast buffet this morning. Its the quick or the dead usually, now I feel its just the slow and hungry. At least fasting is good for ketosis, and hunger is a sensation of the living..
as i have said countless times i owe my life to my doctors and clinics, everyone of them mentioned in the blog i am grateful for. Are they perfect ? NO, but neither am i so we are a good match.
I woke up after a good sleep in cheap hotel, yesterday was a big day driving and therapy wise and I was really tired all afternoon and i laid down while dr florian schilling started what i suspect will be his clinical brilliance.
I have had considerable disappointing news regarding home and clinics in europe over outstanding issues, but at this stage of the battle i must focus on these therapies day by day and trust in God..
so i got oral dca, b17, artemisinin, alpha lipoic acid and rectal ozone to kill clostridia
so now i have switched from tace chemo to gentle cytotoxic alternatives that can be just as effective. i see the wisdom of this approach, all aimed at a maxim immune response.
getting to why no goleic response at the gcmaf clinic is a key goal of my time with dr schilling, its been suggested it my supplements and off labels, well these are all being reviewed. I note this was not done at the gcmaf clinic and I was left with the feeling I must be sabotaging there amazing product. thats not really the way a cancer patient needs to feel, one day I will tell the whole story of my recovery and that will be an interesting tale to tell. In many senses unbelievable is a word that comes to mind.
I had good keytones yesterday 1.2 glucose 5.8 but after a meal and I surprised to learn that dr schilling was in ketosis. Thats what i call medical excellence, sorry nothing is more frustrating than having unhealthy doctors tell you about diet. so my current treating doctor knows the reality of ketosis, he is on 40 map a day. the ketogenic diet needs a high degree of care.
Todays keytones were 1.8 and glucose 4.9. Just being near florian is enough to boost the keytones.
I showed dr schilling the dendtritic cell bump, I hope the DCs are doing there job of presenting the mhc class2 antigens.
see http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC302842/pdf/iai00015-0300.pdf
http://www.keephopealive.org/ozone.html note the advice about enemas before rectal ozone, so I got to go and do an enema.
So hopefully rectal ozone fixes clostridia and allows an enhanced macrophage response.
Today I looked for where my car was supposed to be parked, its missing. Then 5 minutes later I find it.