So I asked the wife for the last time for 30k out of the 71k she took from our joint account, which was given by the bank for my medical treatment. Alas paying off the loan is more important to her than funding my treatments.
This is the law of karma, I may have created a monster without realising it. Never mind I take her refusal for what it is, remarkably cool, just a little disappointed. I have so much luck in the life, whenever a door closes, or is slammed, well another may open.
Heck maybe even 60 minutes will save the day. I will email the doctors and beg again for free treatment, while I try and salvage the business from the huge pressures my medical expenses have placed on it.
Saving the empire is essential for survival going forward, this medicine aint cheap.
I will cut the wife some slack and give her time, I love her ways, I will survive regardless and I will be back at the ashram soon, back to duderstadt, back to the german xmas markets.
this is my firm goal.
should I have sold up, gotten a divorce. I am just to stubborn or stupid. The challenges of this life are wonderous. I am making considerable success in the business, but still daily issues surface, that need my attention here. I am so lucky to have a great manager and other friends going beyond the limits.
As my wife said NO, well I am asking my friends for a loan, say 30K for 60 days, I will change the will and give you a cut of an amazing property empire. The blessings of asset rich and cash poor but rich in gods love.
I sleep peacefully due to the magnificent nature of our existence, rising to the challenges our duty.
But are you rising with a smile and joy in your heart despite your setbacks ? I hope so!
So again, not booking any flights until I have at least 10K.
OH and not a word of acknowledgement from my MTO request, sent 10 days AGO. I live in faith while I live, it will be tragic to die to dueadminsistrative delays, such a pity for one of the luckiest australian cancer patients, to come so far, to spend so much, to succeed and die due to the combination of sloth and greed.
But that is not my fate! ABSOLUTELY NO WAY!
I WILL LIVE, I need to go diving with schooling hammerheads off costa rica
A part of the story
This is the law of karma, I may have created a monster without realising it. Never mind I take her refusal for what it is, remarkably cool, just a little disappointed. I have so much luck in the life, whenever a door closes, or is slammed, well another may open.
Heck maybe even 60 minutes will save the day. I will email the doctors and beg again for free treatment, while I try and salvage the business from the huge pressures my medical expenses have placed on it.
Saving the empire is essential for survival going forward, this medicine aint cheap.
I will cut the wife some slack and give her time, I love her ways, I will survive regardless and I will be back at the ashram soon, back to duderstadt, back to the german xmas markets.
this is my firm goal.
should I have sold up, gotten a divorce. I am just to stubborn or stupid. The challenges of this life are wonderous. I am making considerable success in the business, but still daily issues surface, that need my attention here. I am so lucky to have a great manager and other friends going beyond the limits.
As my wife said NO, well I am asking my friends for a loan, say 30K for 60 days, I will change the will and give you a cut of an amazing property empire. The blessings of asset rich and cash poor but rich in gods love.
I sleep peacefully due to the magnificent nature of our existence, rising to the challenges our duty.
But are you rising with a smile and joy in your heart despite your setbacks ? I hope so!
So again, not booking any flights until I have at least 10K.
OH and not a word of acknowledgement from my MTO request, sent 10 days AGO. I live in faith while I live, it will be tragic to die to dueadminsistrative delays, such a pity for one of the luckiest australian cancer patients, to come so far, to spend so much, to succeed and die due to the combination of sloth and greed.
But that is not my fate! ABSOLUTELY NO WAY!
I WILL LIVE, I need to go diving with schooling hammerheads off costa rica
A part of the story
Today I posted my MTO application, which is retrospective for the period of treatment 12 October 2012 to 17 December 2012. I then had a terminal diagnosis and was ill on departure and returned and achieved a complete response see Jan 2013 pet scan.
You will be receiving two separate parcels with one application in each signed and completed by each Doctor, one from Professor David Bell my Oncologist, who was the signing specialist and the referring doctor for Immunotherapy.
Another parcel from Professor David Morris my surgeon. These have many records and files included. I believe I have most of these copied, except the pet CDs which I was unable to copy.
Its been a massive exercise to submit what I have submitted, to get the doctors to support , to write letters of support, and to sign the applications. Give the delays with each I had both applications at these different doctors. They then signed them within a day of each other, one was sent directly by Professor Bell. The other Professor Morris mailed to me, which I forwarded today.
Can you please treat these two parcels as the one application. I hope I have not provided too much information, or results, but thought I would provide everything that I have that maybe be relevant.
We are suffering extreme financial hardship, caused by my desire to stay alive and the fact that I respond so well to these specific German therapies. The delay in the submission has been due to my ongoing treatments here and mainly in Germany since October 2012. I write this email to confirm that you verbally agreed will consider my application even though its late. I called a few weeks ago and explained my circumstances and was advised to get the application in asap, which I have done. Its involved daily phone calls to doctors, visits to radiology to get pet CDs and reports, visits to doctors for letters of support and making sure they would be willing to cooperate. Please note I signed and completed my part of the application in 1 July 2014. The delay has been getting records together and the doctors approval and submissions.
The effort and time I have made to prepare this application are massive. They are similar to the efforts I have made to stay alive with my very challenging illness.
I have obligations to care for my children, and my wife who is ill with depression and hoarding. Made worse due to the stress of my illness. We were effectively evicted in June, which also delayed preparation, and prior to that I had no access to any office space or facilities.
Alas I have had a few ongoing recurrences that have required subsequent treatment. I was supposed to fly to Germany today and was booked for a Dendritic cell vaccine and Tace procedure to the spleen ( this is not done here ) at 8am Tuesday. which I have cancelled as I had to complete this application which I have and I have no money and I have not been able to arrange finance yet ( pending , in process ) Today I spent the afternoon attending the ATO and the local court having a default judgement debt discontinued so I can obtain funding.
Everyday I delay treatment, I grow more cancer, which costs more money to treat effectively with immunotherapies which have curative potential versus chemotherapy based offering that are palliative. My primary motivation for this application is to formerly bring to the governments awareness the effectivess of the specific therapies I have benefited from and that other Australians could benefit from. None of these therapies or services are available here and I consider myself the a very fortunate Australian.
Can you please confirm receipt of both parcels email.