and yesterdays blog, well a picture is worth a 1000 words, the nutella is for my daughter she, loves the rubbish! the family would have loved the market, maybe next year.
I stayed in the 5 star lastminute.com secret hotel until the last minute, late checkout 1pm, i was there at 12.29pm, i did a swim, my sauna and some weights. i have lost so much strength. Ihopped on the treadmill first and cranked it up, i started to cry a bit. its been years since i was doing the crazy walking post thing on the cancer surviviors network. its what my oncologist kopic and my mentor dr heinzreinwald insisted on, exercise. I do my share, but it needs more focus.
soi thought of my old csn friend pepe, and thats enough to bring all my friends back to keep me company. little did i know what in store for me today.
I call duderstadt trying to get onto thomas, impossible as usual, i have to organise the brilliant idea on yesterdays blog about mixing primed dcs and gcmaf and injecting via tace. i have plenty of spectators coming to my last tace.
i wonder what vogl will see ? maybe me! ha ha!
so i asked duderstadt, you got my cancer markers back, oh yes 16, what can you say that again CEA 16, bloody hell thats marvellous thanks. stuff not talking to thomas, thats the lowest score in 6 months probably more. the base is 5 like sydney, where only the wednesday before the cea was 42, which was another fall from 49 a few weeks earlier. so do you see this chemo free trend of falling cea. I am having a wonderful immune response, ok the pdt and ipt and tace help, but fundamentally all cancer success is the immune system.
i am euphoric, its an indesribable feeling. to experience gods healing grace in your own body is humbling. i keep on experiencing this.
I spoke to a patent lawyer today, thinking about the merits of attempting this. i spoke then to the worlds leading cancer scientist, he told to stop wasting my time and that his patents cost 7 figures a year just to maintain. if you have to defend them, well its big dollars.
he helped me see my experience through the eyes of an immunotherapy genius, he is a protien specialist but he know his cells. he was not as rapped as fred about my tace dc innovation.
oncothermia is the future of cancer medicine, its all blood flow and getting API active pharmacological ingredient to the tumour. I am developing a b cell antibody based p2x7 strategy, i have to check what priming thomas came up with.
regardless as soon as i get off the plane, its off to the blood testing to get a vial for julian. the survival strategy is to hang on until his invention is ready, i will tell where and when, but for now its back to the first law of our survival. DO IT ALL FAST, and dump your oncologist unless they are really switched on. we have so many ways to defeat cancer here in germanyits embarrassing, and the medical idiots in australia just keep on killing us, as if for fun!
I am off to meditate and do my enema. doing my markers again tomorrow. maybe below 10, god i hope so. i did an easy ipt today and added dca per florians call re oxidative therapies for tace thursday!
i struggle with how to help the dieing cancer world, i think i will go diving, the lower my markers get, the clearer the scans, well its funny how my minds drifts to the wonders of the other world. i am a fish, that why i spend hours in the bath doing enemas, its at least water.
I still want my loan approved, but now the pressure is really off. trip 7 is amazingly successful just 3 days in, the cea test just 48 hours post tace. I have emailed the mto, i share the good news, its my obligation. if they refuse my claim, well i will have that joy of being cancer free and alive, and they can live with their decision and condemm 100s of aussies to very painful death at the hands of there friendly oncologist!
I could say not my problem, but it is, i will never give up getting these therapies downunder. ifi give up my dead friends who i feel protect and guide me, might turn on me. someone has to honourthere memory, there needless sacrifice, the tremendous loss of life due to cancer.
my gripe, the doctors and scientist just dont care, they dont even ask why ?how ?they really could not give a shit about you if you got cancer. just suck chemo and die! they had to study so hard to learn that sentence.
i have had to implore my science advisers to have courage, as they cannot even write me letters of support on university letterhead for fear of reprecussions. aspects of our society suck beyond belief. i wanted the best onc in the uk on my side, i may still get him, but why does he have to put it on the chopping block.
HELLO WORLD IMMUNOTHERAPIES WORK, THEY ARE ALL SO NERVOUS, THEY JUST DONT HAVE A CLUE. YES I MAY SOUND ARROGANT, WELL I AM! I AM CERTAIN OF MY EXPERIENCE, MY KNOWLEDGE AND I WILL CUT THESE IGNORANT BASTARDS TO PIECES WHEN I GET BACK TO AUSTRALIA!
If my MTO is approved, well it will set a precedent for 1000s of desperate aussies, who want to continue surfing. the big risk, most of them will die, because no one has a clue about mixing these therapies in just the right way. I have seen enough failures here, idont need to see more. so even if mto fails, its probably good, as it wont destroy the opportunity i have to save patient by patient.
I signed up my first client yesterday, i also signed up another key doctor.
so the medical services empire is in business and screw the tga, we are running out of indonesia, where the duderstadt dc vaccine lab is, and the cheapest airfares to bali.
I am thinking of buying an oncothermia bed and running it 24 hours a day. my government can go study its ass, or all the graves, I will just get on with saving lives.
its going to be a very very very nice christmas, cancer free, alive. after all these years, after all these setbacks, after all the money,
IN THE END I PREVAIL, AS WE ARE ONE HUMANITY SO DO YOU. MY SUCCESS IS YOURS, AND YOUR LOSS IS MY LOSS, SO WE NEED TO HELP THE VULNERABLE. I CAN HELP FELLOW CANCER PATIENTS.
I JUST NEED TO FIND ANOTHER ONE NOW, SOON THEY WILL BE CAMPING ON THE FRONT LAWN, THAT WILL BE FINE.
Its time to OM, good night.
Please have a sense thats whats happening inside me, is an absolute miracle. I have been thanking God all day. The euphoria is nice, life is bliss!