so I have been running portable customercare frequency specific micro current since 11am.
my sciatic nerve, was aching, my feet are sore, but still feeling alive with new sensations.
now for the sake of science I divulge I had an erection this morning, which its been so long since this experience I cannot remember. for regular readers you'll know its a side effect of the cimetidine.
the implication is the fsm therapy. so you have been warned, its wonderful.
this is fledgling technology and studies are coming, but like all alternative therapies, well there are no big cheque books unwriting these studies.
I see florian tomorrow morning to workout our clinical plan.
I have 10 boxes of 12 gcmaf suppositories, took one as soon as I picked them up.
I am disposed to exercise, yoga, meditate and do therapies. I absolutely love my portable fsm device.
I am blessed, the sunset was magic in this peaceful german village, its got a healing vibe.
gods providing very nicely. very kindly, he must not want my company just yet.
am I the smartest cancer patient? we will see, possibly the most trouble, certainly. ask my doctors. suffered brain fog today after the most wonferfully intense 4 days.
I am coughing a fair bit, I pray its just flem from pollution, from infection.
I will set my big fsm to do lungs tonight. that was a dream.
may god bless all in need, I guess that covers humanity nicely.
my kind hostess offered me a room. could a man dieing of first in the dessert say NO THANK YOU to a glass of water.
I have learnt one rule in surviving so far, to graciously accept kindness.
will I leave this house cancer free, I hope so. Or dead, or somewhere in between.
the joy fully challenging journey continues.
I live another day, I send love to kids, friends, and wife.
the kindness that engulfs me, protects me, indeed heals my wounded soul. to heal takes so much energy.
I sit on the couch exhausted and excited that the rat has fsm, how rats have had 4 days intense training from the worlds best fsm expert.
I am so grateful, the question of helping others, gently put to the side.
we cannot rush, healing, though it may appear that way.
when I turn up at the cm it immunotherapy conference with thallers arterial virus, nesslehuts enhanced skin prep, florians magical guidance.
I am so blessed, good night world.
what will tomorrow bring?
