Happy mothers day all mums

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I so excited to be alive at germanies best immonotherapy conference, every year i return gcmath gets a bigger and bigger following.

It was a great Mother's Day today and we enjoyed our time visiting Grandma as well our late lunch or  early dinner that was Bavarian German food and we were all famished and all of the food disappeared.

I was worried that we would not be able to finish it all but then I realised we all have the Trayhurn jeans for appetite. We worry over such unnecessary stuff.

My son tonight said that every page she reads next is the best. 

Its a bit like each day of my life is better than the last. So I have a blissful moments anticipation before each breathe and joyful exhilaration of the remants of the last breathe. With these thoughts our last exhale will be the best of this existence and the birth of our next existence on a higher plan! I call heaven. but my sons got my message and joyful happy approach to life despite my illness and the challenges of the family. now thats a miracle for a 10 year old to have joy while dad fights for his life. other friends dont share the burden of their illness. they keep it so hidden even from their kids. to each their own. what we do is perfect, its ultimately gods will!

all suffering is learning after all, but sometimes the pain obsucres the lessons, but then time clarifies the mystery of suffering!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so I'm heading off to Germany tomorrow 4 more experimental treatment and I'm taking bigger and bigger risks the closer I get to remission because I've got a counteract cancers ability to evolve and change

So if a doctor I trust office me revolutionary immunotherapy immunotherapy and I have the space on my credit card I book the flights and I do it so I'm traveling to the middle east for highly experimental and possibly very effective Therapies I've printed out all of the research papers and will read them on my 30 hour flight to Germany

I have Immerse myself into my family this holiday and feeling not so much doing infusion so I haven't done any I've just relied on supplements mygc math yoghurt and my ecct electrical therapy jacket

I'll get my mocha results tomorrow I suspect before I fly 1 interesting uses that I've got very very high probably little bit dangerously high levels of magnesium in my plasma so I'm supplementing that a little bit to overzealously in the last few days

So that's all for this blog life is great and I hope you experience the joy that's fair to be had this joy certainly motivating my desire to survive and I think giving me quite an edge over the illness.

Dear God please less and look after my family I leave them in your care and there is no better care available amen!!! Om!!!!! OyOyOy!!!!!!!!!!!!!