Yesterday was a great day I started infusions hepamertz vit c dmso . To the liver and lung an hour each of oncothermia.
I went over prof vogl observations and measurement with dr kilarski. Waiting on blood tests yesterday and I also had the blood from before tace procedure . I can accept flushing Oye the chemotherapy agents
The imaging CDs petct ct mri are going to be sent to Professor Jacoby for surgical assessment. Deep down I am very aware that the remaining liver lesion is in a very dangerous location and I need another immunotherapeutic miracle. So prof vogl is reticent to attempt to abalate it because of its proximity to major blood vessels. I am throwing every immunological trick in my book at this damned persistent lesion it's days are absolutely numbered or mine are. I know it's one or the other. Alas this blog is like a very good movie it's suspenseful right up until the end
It's crazy to feel so strong to be so well and still to have an illness that can kill me very quickly if it continues to double every month as the liver lesion has
I also got a Garmin Vivo and am now measuring my steps every day and I went for a good walk yesterday this is in line with some of the research from the last conference stressing the role of exercise so I'm determined to do two sessions per day of walking
I also purchased my replacement enema kit and christened it last night and that is a little bit controversial doing a coffee enema after the tace procedure. But I'm happy to flush away the Cayman Islands
None of the doctors can't believe how healthy my liver is considering how much poison I have pumped directly into it it goes to show the benefits of merging holistic therapies with wisely chosen conventional offerings
So I'm still attempting to survive yesterday evening my ketones bodies was 1.4 and glucose was 5.0 things look pretty good ratings I was happy with the ketones
I went to the local market in the evening and purchased lots of fresh produce mostly organic the Highlight was the fish binds the organic chicken soup and two lots of beef bones
Set alarm settled into the apartment I'll cook dinner are unpacked and life is good
The final highlight from yesterday was the fact that I had an early morning erection which is a very rare occurrence I think the full moon comes around more frequently its occurrence the day after gcmaf therapy with the tace procedure is a very good Iron Man as it indicates the release of nitric oxide so that's why I can be confident that I'm having immunological 6s also my temperature has spiked this morning
So I know my body and I know these reactions to the Therapies and I am very very grateful. I have confidence not fear but I'm well aware I need to concentrate intensely for the next six weeks while I'm with dr. Kilarski
Please say a prayer for a brave father with pancreatic cancer he came here attempting to follow in my footsteps and I believe he's doing system it came of therapy now back in his home country Journeys us all unique
But mine is to go walking on this beautiful sunny Saturday morning and I will
The super nurse at dr. Kilarski found the link below so I'm going to have a lot of fun tomorrow at this little village where they having an Arts and Music Fair The Secret of all miracles and if healing is having as much fun as possible I have invited the other patients and their family it might be a really nice day change that it will be an absolutely wonderful
http://www.da-kunsthaus.de/sonderveranstaltungen.html#ar4226
So many of the people who are following in my footsteps die and it's a little bit confronting but I understand the reasons why and it stems from a lack of joy and a lack of faith these medicines don't work unless you're permanently on cloud 999
I pray for my friends who are crazy and brave enough to follow in my footsteps but I can't get too attached less the deaths caused my death. It's the first rule of survival dying sacrifice your life for others almost told this when I was a lifesaver as a teenager and as a rescue diver.
Intelligent sacrifice is good like that of st. Sharbel I bought a nice crucifix at an antique shop today I'm going to give it to dr. Kilarski to put up in the practice where I spend most of my life I think it might give some comfort to the many Christian and Catholic patients.
Why not use God's power to help us achieve our miracles without faith all this medicine is like fighting cancer with one hand tied behind your back
I noticed on the crucifix that Christ looked emancipated I thought of the similarities with most cancer patients at the end of their lives that they doing they resemble the emancipated Christ
When Christ died he knew he was going to his father the tragedy for most cancer patients in this Modern Age is fine dog without faith instead of death being a glorious transition it is something to be feared
My intense desire to live has nothing to do with my fear of death just incredible list that I have in this life
So if I dropped it this second it's been an awful lot of fun and the research that I have done will probably be lost in time but that's just the way it was supposed to be but I'm not dead yet and the treatments I feel it working they're very intense my blood pressure is very low and I'm about to collapse so I must go
My fondest memory of my mother when she died if it's stage 4 lung cancer the Christmas before last was it saying the rosary with her and my sister her face was inspirational she was far from perfect but who is human that is perfect but the gift of faith may carry me through this joyful ordeal
All regret is futile and a tragic waste of energy.
The complexity of the Arsenal of drugs and therapies I have at my fingertips is quite overwhelming at times but I'm privileged and I do my best it was like walking up the stairs in the dark I just have to go one of the time and have faith that I don't fall flat on my face
TREATMENTSUMMARY
Today onco lung 60 liver 90
dmso nabic hepamertz curcumin intravenous gcmap. Tonight was the first time for some reason I got buns from the heat treatment.
Yesterday onco lung 60 liver 60
Dmso hepamertz dca quercetin curcumin vitamin C nebenniere immunomax gcmaf
Now I am physically wrecked from today's treatments and I'm having a rest before I go and hit the sauna
A MOTIVATIONAL AND THOUGHT PROVOKING QUOTE FROM A FACEBOOK FRIEND
"There is so much information available for patients and doctors which can be very easily confusing particular when it is filled with anecdotal examples of cure with out-of-standard therapies. One of the challenging problems is how to read the information available and how to sort them into information you can rely on and build on. I experience that many of my patients are lost in the different information available and particular was being understood about their prognosis. When patients look up stage 4 disease, they are all depressed not understanding what these numbers really mean and how we utilize these numbers for treatment decisions. What I find very difficult is that many family members and friends find in the internet all these supplements and alternative therapies which promise to cure cancer and provide this information to the patient who is overwhelmed and does not know what data to trust. Here, the physician plays a critical role to make recommendations and guide the patient and family through this jungle of confusing information. The better informed the patient the better treatment options are understood, and discussions are much more effective."
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Dr Heinz-Josef Lenz is Professor of Medicine and Professor of Preventive Medicine, holds the Kathryn Balakrishnan Chair for Cancer Research, is Associate Director, Clinical Research, Co-Chair of gastrointestinal (GI) Oncology, Co-Director USC Center for Molecular Pathways and Drug Discovery at the University of Southern California Keck School of Medicine and USC/Norris Comprehensive Cancer Center in Los Angeles (CA, USA).
MY ANSWER AS I SUCH MASSIVE SCOPE FOR IMPROVED RESULTS
Lenz stresses data we can trust. Ive met lenz failures here in germany. All we can do is trust in god and follow our hearts. Gods love heals doctors help. The profit driven western health systems have such weaknesses it brings many tears and so much fear. Today is the best day of our lives.
IN ADDITION ID ADD
That the data that's provided is skewed for commercial purposes and that profit and convenience drives the conventional medical system.
