The last sexual encounter with skippy

The kitchen, bathroom, toilet, kids bedrooms are now fantastic. My wifes finally helped heaps, allowing us to toss out unneeded things.

I discuss that cancer is like hoarding, ones extra cells getting in the way of essential functions, the other just on a larger scale, extra belongings ( rubbish ) stopping rooms or items being useful!! Its a powerful analogy, that when it popped into my head, I said oh my god.

tonight the girls have sung happy birthday to my daughter for her 15th birthday. she is so happy and beautiful.

Im exhausted be oh so grateful for the love and support of my wife and family.

Its a crazy life, I did not say wife!!!

Ive given up trying to understand our relationship, but I told her I have never regretted marrying her but that where life and love leads us, is into unexpected places.

So she will drive me to the airport at 4am so I can get to this massive immunotherapy conference, where by gods grace I may learn a few clues, a few tricks for the old cancer ridden dog.

that desciption fits me and my dog toby, who has been loved and patted by all these stunning kind young girls.

I was a bit jealous of toby, but he is very close to death I fear, his breathing bad!

He is the only dog I know getting gcmaf , fish oil and myamino map with his rice and chicken.

May god bless and help us all!

The laughter and buzz of the girls so good for the soul, in a sense the sweetest music.

I told my wife, its all quality not quantity, we have one fantastic daughter to be very grateful for.

A photo of my father Keith, same name as my son hangs in the loungeroom. Looking over his grandchildren and the family.

I smiled at him, his potrait and thanked him for that exceptional sperm that started me on my journey.

I told my wife about mountain climbing the hightest peak in asia when i was an adventurous youth, I left the main group behind, and went to sleep alone on the summit, hoping to get a glimpse, as we were in permanent cloud.

For a glorious 5 minutes the clouds parted, I could see all of asia. I raced back to the main group as I had no maps and its 6 days solid hiking through the wildest and densest jungle.

The splendour of that view lives in my heart as in all my adventures and drives my survival and love affair with this life.

I then went on to tell the Roo story, where skippy was sleeping on the warm straight highway in the red centre, along came Pete and kids in our 4wd doing over 100km with trailer.

In the last second, skippy decided to raise up his fine head on such a long neck, his eyes glisened in the headlights. Bang no more head! It could be said he had seen the light!

We thought he was just some road kill already alas, the kids recall the horror when we knew we would accidentally kill such a wonderful creature, but the accident like all stories has a moral.

Do you live with your head in the sand, away from God and love. In this precious lifetime, is not really meeting God not the highest priority. I often think of the journey of the soul and cancer and think this healing with Gods a priority before all treatments, but that treatments give us time to meet and understand and see God!

Im seriously looking for a new soulmate as my glorious wife feels Im too hot to handle these days.

I trust her judgement after 26 years together, we are closer than ever but heading in different directions.

This life is wonderously exciting, Im got to resolve all these tumours. 

But not really, I just like sharing my love of life with you!

God help the poor girls that reply to my somewhat interesting profile on the dating sites!!!!

Of course Im counting on his help, he has not let me down so far, especially when it comes to challenges!!!!!!!

Oh and I pondered my first sexual experience with another, and then I thought about my last sexual encounter.

I expect the last time in our lives we make love should be our best!!!! but thats the romantic side of me and alas what the wifes going to miss out on!

So our sex lives can be looked at as the first, the last and all those in between!!!

Again my view is quality not quantity, and passion and intensity may indeed be whats missing in my curative journey!

Time will tell, but I have no clue how much time I have!!!!!

Dear God,

Help me find a good answer at the conference, to meet great scientists and doctors. help me to share my experiences and hope. AMEN!

I live from conference to conference!!!! day to day!!

The joy and gratitude really indescribable.

The phone in the bath means I get online for 30 minutes a day and thats enough!!!