Its taken me 5 minutes to work out how to spell Karma, then I found these laws, they suit me The laws of Karma and this one also Karma with a bit more detail
My attempt to survive this cancer and my success, reflecting the actions I take. Specific healing actions, are covered all over the blog. The blog shares what been tried and the results. At least in the sharing, I may attain some peace, and I do, as well as cherised friendship. Above they also mentioned the law of focus. I thought to myself, I have to just share these pages with you as they really reflect many of my values.
Heavy but enjoyable reading. I sleep peacefully at night as the intention of the blog is to inspire and to save as I have said countless times. This also reflects the bridging between ancient wisdom in all its forms and the latest medical science, even before the papers are written. Thank God for preclinical testing. Do you see the wonder of my 7pm yoga class, today ECT therapy and my vaccine all working together. I see it, I feel it deep within me. Now I am going for a walk
The benefits of understanding the Law of Karma are that this understanding discourages one from performing unwholesome actions which have suffering as their fruit. Once we understand that in our own life every action will have a similar and equal reaction, once we understand that we will experience the effect of that action, wholesome or unwholesome, we will refrain from unwholesome behavior, not wanting to experience the effects of these unwholesome actions. And similarly, understanding that wholesome actions have happiness as their fruit, we will cultivate these wholesome actions. Reflecting on the Law of Karma, of action and reaction in the moral sphere encourages us to renounce unwholesome actions and cultivate wholesome actions. We will look more closely at the specific effects of karma in future lives and how karma conditions and determines the nature of rebirth in our lecture next week.
The explanation for the empty sardine tin is coming tomorrow I hope, that particular tin has been around the world 3 times. Has any other sardine accomplished that I ask ? And it was tasty..
I woke up fresh at 6am, I had my alkala and a big glass of water, then I poached my organic eggs and had some yummy ham, cheese and cherry tomatoes and 50ml of mct oil. I find managing the ketogenic diet a joy. Then I packed for my day at Dr Siebenhuner's where we confirm the ECT and IPT regime for the week and we review my treatment plans especially given CEA stability at 19.8 for the last week, down from 204 4 weeks earlier. See the previous weeks for all the details of really spectacular falls in these cancerous protiens, that really do indicate clinical success.
I am so looking forward to this weekend I am definitely going to yoga vidya at bad meinberg. Given I spent so much of my time studying to help myself and others, and in meditation. The transition to the ashram should be a joy.
I made it just for the 7am meditation, the yoga studio is on the 4th floor of a building great exercise. The buddha was sitting at the front of the room with candles lit, I grabbed a cushion and drifted off into nothingness. Some thoughts and ideas for the blog drifted into my awareness, and i gently watch them drift away. I was aware of my breathing and my posture and my companions. Its very nice to meditate in a group. Yes I did some prayer and all through the peace of the meditation I was aware of Gods love. Its really time for me to leverage all that I have learned go achieve my remission.
There are some fantastic post on colonclub about immunotherapies, i added some comments regarding what I think will be the limitation of all therapies based in the USA, they by necessity need to be evidence based, I have thrown evidence away, I dont have the luxury of evidence needed by conventional medicine when I an incurable illness according to their definitions. Based on my research and direct personal experience I say metastatic colorectal cancer is effectively treatable with a fantastic assortment of unique and innovative therapies and I am dam well committed to try them all and survive or die in the process. But playing it safe was never an option for me. Soon I have my first ECT therapy. I am overjoyed to think I can electrocute my tumour cells, any superficial burning well, as I said before you cannot make an omelette without breaking a few eggs.
The ECT was fine, I slept through most of it.
The great cancer diet debate
Ian Gawler is one of my trusted mentors, read his blog on vegan diets Where we agree most is in the value of meditation as a part of healing approach for cancer patients and a non western diet.Ironically I owe my life to some extent to each of these, I have talked about them often in the past here with praise. Today I am just commenting on the irony that on the same day I was listening to Graces talk, I got Ian email about the vegan diet. I was already thinking about how I explain my raw vegan meat ketogenic diet with probiotic yogurts for dessert and dark chocolate as a treat. I exist somewhere between these wonderful caring and dedicated people.
I am following the ketogenic diet, I adopt as many healthy vegan practices, I do have some meat, but not too much. I am often in strong ketosis now days and I feel great and I am not loosing any weight or muscle. Every patient needs to use diet wisely, the science of ketogenic I found compelling, I dont think its costing me anything, I look forward to easing out of ketosis after a year of remission, but I will never go back to western. When I am at the ashram I will be a vegan ketogenic person, which maybe challenging. I will bring a 6 bottles of mct oil with me.
Reviewing VDR but good news
This blog on VDR is worthwhile It gives me hope, now I note my BSM has me as a higher responder, so the lack of response to the Goleic could be other factors, like my offel label and supplements. So with focus and attention to detail I will search out what may impede my VDR response. Some of the info on the blog matches what I have from Red Labs, so I think the GCMAFD blog sounds reasonable and the writers view about the HPA axis suites my beliefs and research also. Maybe the reason for my lack of response at the GCMAF clinic was my disappointment at the clinic itself, I had such high hopes. Still no news about my bank getting the 3000 euros refunded, but I have done what I need too in the name of ethics. They threatened to take down the guarantee because I was abusing it, I had no response at the clinic at all.
Its so important that as soon as I had Tace and my most recent vaccination that my tumours started dissolving. This is the clearest warning about the the challenges on the path to healing for all patients seeking an immunotherapy based recovery. Sorry but is there any other. I joked with a friend that I would do a deal with the devil to live, with the benefit of hindsight it appears I have. Devils have such refined skills of deception. God help less educated cancer patients, until then I will share my experiences, results and opinions.
For my healthy friends and readers
The men I meditated with were interested in my brief story, they were kind and healthy. They had the treasure without realising it, they have health, they have a life style that encourages health and for me healing. We laughted and chanted and sang a little. I enjoyed it. I am off for an early dinner and then yoga.
When I talk about the Revolution
I am refering to the immunotherapy revolution, the dual is simple. One is saving my life at a cellular level the other is happening all over the globe, the conventional cancer system is crumbling to pieces as if the of ghosts of the dead seek revenge, in it place a more human integrative open minded care system where holistic health is the first choice of any cancer patient. Lifestyle can never be forced, but it can certainly be encouraged and not ridiculed as it currently is.
To me this lady is a saint
One day when I am allowed, I will tell you an amazing story of generosity and kindness, that day will be a good day. The saint confirmed the action of karma herself, the good karma that happened to her, well may save millions with cancer. Of course I dream big.