I can lay flat on my back now, the last few nights unbearable but the nature of illness is to bare gods will. I have so much my pain passed like a big storm, when so many friends, many with cancer get no relief.
Today i had ultasound, chlorin e6 and pdt and b17 and dmso. No oncothermia.
I medirated in bath for 90 minutes seeking direction, its clear i have to stay joyfully focused on healing.
The 2 to 3 weeks stopover thailand, great immunotherapy.
I am grateful for the lesson the pain taught me, that know vogl really hammered my lung.
Pdt tomorrow again and goleic gcmaf.
And off to pray to god in the forest.
I dropped sonya, bravest mum in my world to the airport, she seeks her miracle, please pray for her.
Today i met jude a brave and clever kiwi lass who is setiously going to kick some colorectal ass. She is closely following my foot steps, she gets a lend of my german gps and maf 314 cultures and yogurt maker.
I dreamed of helping an early stage 4 colorectal, now i have a test case.
I asked dr siebenhuenet for a job mid december, but the future i leave to god.
Now its time for yoga nidra and sleep, pain free, thank god. It was impossible to meditate in agony, but christs suffering crossed my mind. Anyway sweet dreams.
Diminishing pain means effective healing. But i still had my pain meds just now, a good nights sleep essential to healing. I have to get my mind and body ready for the worlds best dendritic cell vaccine, that propels me to health and a long life.
If you read this blog, you know i genuinely believe in my heart the truth of the preceeding paragraph. Faith or thought power so under estimated, i say expand you faith, your belief, attempt to activate the healing centres of your soul, mind and body. Thats my focus this weekend, gentle healing.