Itscrazy but this is my last night in Sydney, I fly for the heaviest treatments ever in 13 days. My wife has loaned me the funds $25000 for the two weeks therapies, inc all costs. These therapies are so cheap considering the alternative is death. A painful unpleasant useless death. My wife was the only lender who in the end would fund my treatment, I begged the banks, the goverment, but in the end my wife delivered. Why those blessed with excellent immune responses are forced to die from government funded chemo, or face the very pleasant prospect of financial disaster that awaits all long term survivors. Like myself, and noone does the therapies I do cheaper than I do.
It might be time to become a cancer activist. The easiest way will be to use the legal system and the financial system. I have a dream of turning my small property empire into a massive immunotherapy empire. Noone else has the qualification to do this, to fight at every level for this medicine, so that resistance crumbles. My governments attitude and treatment of my success and request for help will provide the most amazing drama. either I am supported and endorsed, or I am rejected and I am way become a cancer maryter. I have such interesting plans for my future to really help the cancer masses. not that they want saving, as my long term friends full well know how I was really disliked on the colorectal forum of the cancer survivors network , and all I did was challengethere beliefs.
I have death on my mind,as my mothers minds is now resting, she is not awake any more and soon her eternal peace will come. I will soon have an enema and pray for her. It may be my mothers last night on earth, but in my heart.
I am so aware of the heavy cost of survival, cancer is such an illness that defines our soul. I am so lucky all that can be arranged has been.
I have also completed my outstanding tax returns, what I had to do with my friends help.
I also have provided a ton of information to the medical treatment overseas program regarding trips 2 to trip6 and also plans to provide info for trip 7. the current one.
http://www.cancer.gov/clinicaltrials/search/view?cdrid=724644&version=HealthProfessional
Its so magic that as my mother dies from her cancer, I in a sense thrive with my cancer, I get the best news I have ever had in Sydney, for the first time my cea has really fallen form 49 to 42 in two weeks, but ca199 crashed from 360 to 180. Its more than likely the increased xeolda I have been taking 1000mg morning and 1000 mg evening. This is very interesting implications for the dc vaccine schedule next year and tace routines.
I have always gone to germany in a desperate situation, and every single time I have come back significantly healed ( YES BUT NOT COMPLETELY ) I know, but Iam very grateful for small mercies.
Maybe the rapid, focused treatment in germany, and then relaxed infusions based xeloda protocols in sydney is the plan that gods drawing up for me.
God bless you mum, sleep forever in Gods loving arms. I will see you in heaven when its my time.
My mum really has prayed for me, so intensley, her prayers have worked I think. Yesterday result, is an absolute game changer.
Metastic cancer is completely beatable with immunotherapies and wisely choosed chemo includingtargettedtace and low dose xeloda. this is my experience, take it for what it is.
Goodluck! and may God bless us all. Sweet dreams mother, rest in peace, and as I told her on my last visit, thank you for the gift of this very wonderful life!
It might be time to become a cancer activist. The easiest way will be to use the legal system and the financial system. I have a dream of turning my small property empire into a massive immunotherapy empire. Noone else has the qualification to do this, to fight at every level for this medicine, so that resistance crumbles. My governments attitude and treatment of my success and request for help will provide the most amazing drama. either I am supported and endorsed, or I am rejected and I am way become a cancer maryter. I have such interesting plans for my future to really help the cancer masses. not that they want saving, as my long term friends full well know how I was really disliked on the colorectal forum of the cancer survivors network , and all I did was challengethere beliefs.
I have death on my mind,as my mothers minds is now resting, she is not awake any more and soon her eternal peace will come. I will soon have an enema and pray for her. It may be my mothers last night on earth, but in my heart.
I am so aware of the heavy cost of survival, cancer is such an illness that defines our soul. I am so lucky all that can be arranged has been.
I have also completed my outstanding tax returns, what I had to do with my friends help.
I also have provided a ton of information to the medical treatment overseas program regarding trips 2 to trip6 and also plans to provide info for trip 7. the current one.
http://www.cancer.gov/clinicaltrials/search/view?cdrid=724644&version=HealthProfessional
Its so magic that as my mother dies from her cancer, I in a sense thrive with my cancer, I get the best news I have ever had in Sydney, for the first time my cea has really fallen form 49 to 42 in two weeks, but ca199 crashed from 360 to 180. Its more than likely the increased xeolda I have been taking 1000mg morning and 1000 mg evening. This is very interesting implications for the dc vaccine schedule next year and tace routines.
I have always gone to germany in a desperate situation, and every single time I have come back significantly healed ( YES BUT NOT COMPLETELY ) I know, but Iam very grateful for small mercies.
Maybe the rapid, focused treatment in germany, and then relaxed infusions based xeloda protocols in sydney is the plan that gods drawing up for me.
God bless you mum, sleep forever in Gods loving arms. I will see you in heaven when its my time.
My mum really has prayed for me, so intensley, her prayers have worked I think. Yesterday result, is an absolute game changer.
Metastic cancer is completely beatable with immunotherapies and wisely choosed chemo includingtargettedtace and low dose xeloda. this is my experience, take it for what it is.
Goodluck! and may God bless us all. Sweet dreams mother, rest in peace, and as I told her on my last visit, thank you for the gift of this very wonderful life!