I shot the video below in intensive care while under the influence of many drugs please excuse me you might find it interesting especially all of the interesting alternative supplements and foods I was able to get into the intensive care obvious conservative German Hospital I'm sure shooting a video in intensive care must be a first in some respect as I say in the video it seems like the right thing to do at the time we will see
https://youtu.be/r4qaFaflDJI
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder and my gift and delusion is i see much beauty. Maybe the secret of healing is seeing beauty, is in seeking joy and asking for our miracles!
Now god always answers! Alas its not often what we expect then i ask the simplest question?
Who knows best? Certainly not I!
Even my empty dessert bowl can look beautiful in the right time at the right angle with the sun. I miss my photography I miss my life diving underwater around this beautiful blue planet I long for a mission and remission. maybe 1 day god will grant my wish.
WHO IS THIS CAPTAIN ? ONE OF MY BRAVE DOCTORS OR FRIENDS OR READERS. IT APPLIES TO US ALL!
My obscure quotes are just as meaningless as the science i try to share. One driver for survival is to grammar and spell check my blog. That will take me another lifetime.
MY FACEBOOK COMMENT TO INNOVATION INCARNATE!
Another easter, another glorious day, what a priceless gift to the needy. Thank you captain courageous
WALKING THE LAKE
The sun glistens on the lake
The White Swans swim past me
The little girl in the red jacket rides her scooter on the path
the birds sing in the trees and a cool Breeze Blows on my back
The pieces of my Biological jigsaw puzzle continually fall into place as it expands in every direction.
CLINICAL UPDATE
So it's two weeks after the surgery today I'm doing an aggressive red blood cell simulator and I continue to heal and to learn I'm starting advanced hormonal management and some interesting tests while we seek the perfect immunological profile to commence another round of targeted immunotherapies.
My basal body temperature was 36.56 which is the beginning of a downward trend and I'll start interleukin 2 gcmaf therapies today just for fun.
Yesterday I slept most of the day today I have energy and I'm walking the lake for the second lap now listening to the link below thank you Leslie on Facebook
https://youtu.be/JW2iJF8C3Rc
This is not what you'd expect its about Lyme disease but it's essential to understand immunity from many different perspectives. Recurring theme from many scientists and doctors I talked to is the collection of bacteria and viruses in the acidic environment around the tumor Rim which seems to occur due to immune suppression in this environment that's my hypothesis anyway my Suspicion is that these immunological survivors I'm not involved in the neoplastic transformation but are in fact indicators of tumor suppression from the earliest dysplastic beginnings this was clearly evident in some of the posters presenting early dysplasia in breast cancer where large quantities of suppressed my load derived self exist in the sick tissue at the earliest stage of disease another hypothesis is that it's in exosomal messaging that we have the roots of the carcinogenic process other more advanced suppressive immunological factors occur as disease as disease becomes more progressive in the acute setting it's T regulatory cells inactivity preceding that we have myeloid cell suppression
I'm currently obsessed with my daily measurements of simple biomarkers that show complex underlying immunological trends that none of the oncologist for scientists at the world's most advanced learning establishments can even comprehend so my friends on the Internet jokingly called me Professor Trayhurn and I must have it this wonderful title from my own immunotherapy University haha
The sun is setting and the lake is calling me I must walk to stimulate my glucose resistant cells the paradox of high ketone bodies and high glucose indicates persistent inflammation and cortisol which is cumulative due to autoimmune from pd1 antibodies and the healing response to the liver resection I have a few more days to recover and I start aggressive treatment on Tuesday
This blog and all the blogs have helped me clarify my thoughts and perspectives about my illness and my learnings and my conclusions and though they may appear in comprehensible they mean something to me and any frustration I called you I sincerely apologize for but this is the best I can do and thank you for reading.
