EXPERIMENTS i added Marijuana oil to my coffee enema to target new liver met. Constant innovation my creed.
Thanks dearest rona!
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-3551964/How-LONG-LEGS-linked-bowel-cancer-Taller-people-40-likely-develop-disease.html
EMAIL TO FRIEND AND MY BEST DAY EVER THEORY
Dearest
Cea 23 yippee
You have the front row seat of a miracle
Now who has long legs?
The survivor ha ha
Its the best day of my life of our lives
This really is true. Everyday is my best day ever
Cheers,
Pete
Often in the midst of my present day adversity I lose sight of my blessings and all I have to be grateful for
And as I was thanking a friend for the long legs story or article I realised and wanted to share another perspective on my joy and that many of my friends who were followed my blog have really got a front row seat at a miracle and I hope they get that point and that may be the miracle of my healing and all of the help that I've had and all the love that I have had and all the science and all the medical work
I see some opportunities that comes with my stage 4 terminal diagnosis. the opportunity to review ones life , ones successes and failures and lessons and joys and loves and hates and sufferings.
So there in the current adversity the overall quality of my life has continued to become finer and more brilliant as I look at all of the wonderous aspects of my existence to this very moment.
When you're experiencing extreme joy in an exhilarating moment we are lost in that moment to the joy it self it's nice when our souls are propelled to new Heights of Bliss.
So wgen i come down from Bliss to ordinary reality and maybe the job for me is to Journey to Enlightenment. I desire to bring Bliss into my ordinary reality. Good results, success against the odds well it makes me smile.
That's what I'm trying to do is bring joy to my present day moment so that I'm basically in a constant state of joy which I know is very very healing it's actually effortless not to consciously have the desire to move into a state of Bliss now for me so easy because I have this day of life. I have the miracle i cheerish. Still some tumour to clear.
I also have this miracle all of the prayers and love and kindness from my friends my readers my doctors and all the strangers that I meet and my very very special Cancer friends who are battling in the same manner that I'm battling with every fibre of your existence and Will
Most of you know I've been struggling with walking stairs recently for the last few months as I recover from the nerve damage and muscle loss from all my past experiments but everytime I climb stairs there's a little part of my wonderful friend I guess and client who passed away. She was in climbing the stairs and how unaware I was that's her frailty but in that frailty she showed me amazing courage and will to live and she had trust in me
So in my heart I believe I don't have cancer anymore because I define cancer as an abnormality of thought so what I have to deal with now is some physiological signs of the past Cancer thinking that manifest as cancer cells and physical disease.
I've made a few treatment requests on to local surgeons to carry on my German Therapies they have all been negative . I've had no positive response from local surgeons and therapists its unbelievable .
It's strange how the absolute lack of local support develops my internal capacity to treat myself in a practical way I have no other choices so in many ways our environment brings out the strengths we need to survive and thrive in that environment.
So now in Australia more red tape thats stopping the importation of B17 and all similar restrictive laws and practices on Natural therapies in Australia in my case these restrictions and the lack of access I have here drive me to where I can have access to the medical resources I need which is Germany. In my case life saving.
Sometimes in what may appear greatest challenges appears our greatest opportunities it just takes a lot of looking to see this.
I POSTED ON FACEBOOK
Dear friends.
My thoughts and prayers for all of us who are challenged with metastatic colorectal.
I posted this on the gcmaf alternative cancer group and i thought Id share it here. Id emphasize i focus on immune based holistic and experimental therapies. Non of my treatments resemble conventional standard of care as palliative systemic chemotherapy offered to me 4 years ago was my least prefered option. Aggressive immunotherapies and alternatives can work very well for inoperable terminal stage 4 colorectal. Ive still a tumour burden the lowest in 3 years.
My tumour marker cea is 23 was 71 2weeks ago was 571 6 weeks ago before liver resection. Ive seeking healing from extensive colorectal cancer for 6 years. I recently did heavy intra-peritoneal gcmaf. I do many good things intended to promote. My gratitude and joy profound. Immune success absolutely possible but takes commitment. Miracles are absolutely possible and I know.
Every step i take is the best yet
Every breathe i take is is the best yet
And
Every thought i make a miracle.
My joy is as real while i heal.
See my blog for details. Now im doing the best i can and am back to germany monday.