Hotel room yoga! I tried to find a studio in beirut but could not.
instead i tried this.
https://youtu.be/Adms5eK7NdY
I have lost so much physical strength and muscle and flexibily. I rebuild. Nice kundalini.
I felt enormous satisfaction as i attemped each movement. Today ill be a yoga diving fish.
I really enjoyed reading this article
http://www.theguardian.com/books/2016/apr/09/forget-mindfulness-stop-trying-to-find-yourself-start-faking-it-confucius?CMP=share_btn_fb
The therapies I was supposed to receive I have been delayed or cancelled I was really looking forward to the filtering of immunosuppressive cytokines and very small proteins called exosomes
It's very similar to what the doctor Lenz is doing in Munich . It's also fully supported by what I learned at the light latest immunotherapy conference
The hotel around the corner from the hospital is on the water and it's beautiful and I have a scuba diving shop and yesterday I did scuba Dives in Beirut bay about one of them to 40 meters.
As soon as I got out of Hospital I am climbed the mountain by cable car up to This Magnificent Cathedral our of Lebanon. I spent a few hours there in prayer attending a few masses praying for a miracle and miracles for all of my friends
It was amazing the quality of the singing in the choir and I thought of my lovely sisters choir making Melbourne
So then feeling the need to indulge myself as I often do I went for a massage the very friendly taxi driver took me to a brothel by mistake
I've never had a massage in a room full of mirrors before the girls were all very disappointed because I asked for a massage by the owner.
He was a kind gentlemen and they gave me a very good massage .it must be fun to run a brothel.
One of the girls and they were all very lovely came out to me and asked if I wanted relaxation I smiled and said I'm already very relaxed and that nothing works
It's so easy being a saint when you have all of these drug-induced nervous system dysfunctions and I do vividly remember the joys of sex that created my magnificent children.
On the very bright side now that I'm getting right into stem cell Therapies I can see a time when I can regrow my hair and fix up my problems down below line but first I need to concentrate on fixing the last few remaining cancer cells that are as persistent as I am
After the massage one of the most beautiful girl who was very kind told me where I could have the best Lebanese food in Beirut
So the taxi driver who was now my best friend by the way. He had a cockroach walking out of his head.
Sorry ended up at This Magnificent restaurant by the sea with best table with a view of the glistening Harbor by the Night Lights looking up at the mountains and the sea. This Magnificent cat that looks like a big talker was running around the rocks looking for it so I think
One waiter in particular took fantastic care of me I ordered a lovely fresh sea bass and some prawns. the salad and the fruit platter at the end of the meal was sensational.
Then I went home a little bit exhausted. my of course my home is this wonderful Hotel by the sea I slept very peacefully alone in my big king size bed
Quite a remarkable day considering I was supposed to have plasmapheresis and are attempting to use the gift of each day as wisely as possible
I really could not believe my eyes when next to the hotel was the scuba diving shop they were very kind and professional and I did not tell them I have cancer I don't like to worry people unnecessarily
But I tell them I am a Cancer researcher that I used to have lots of cancer and now I spend my time going to conferences and doctor explaining immunotherapies and helping patients
But my friends on the dive boat were very caring especially when I slipped over on the wet slippery concrete caring my dive tank they all came running up to me it must have looked quite horrific.
The tank made this Rezounding clang when it hit the concrete. I was very glad it did not explode as it was full of oxygen
From that moment on the divers helped me as if I was some kind of diving invilid.
I did my beloved yoga stretches and when I got into the water it was amazing the drive gear I got fitted perfectly. In the water I was like this big fish now more like a large swordfish rather than the whale I used to be.
The stunningly beautiful dive shop operator said I was an amazing driver she was very worried about me in the beginning because it had been that long since I've dived.
When are wall so while scuba diving with whales I would have to big tanks and my magnificent underwater camera system
Now I have a normal tank and I only use a fraction of the air each dive. I am acutely aware of every breath and every action underwater it's kind of effortless but it means I don't use any air now. I thought for a second it might be my few remaining lung metastases that helped with my oxygen consumption
The underwater world captivated me and I'm always sad to leave it
When i arm ascending from the depths I feel like I am returning to heaven I really do feel like my existence is heaven on Earth.
Rolling off the boat is so easy just like getting into trouble just like getting cancer
Getting out of trouble curing my cancer and getting back into the boat has proved a wonderful challenging experience
So I explained to my new diving friends that I have no feeling in my feet and that I don't have much strength so I give my weight belt , my tank in my fins to my scuba diving Buddies
In the end one step at a time and i do very very slowly and carefully I climb into the boat I have to look at my feet and the ladder with a great deal of attention as I do not know if I'm standing on the water or the metal.
The kindest dive buddy was having his first ever dive. I made quite a few jokes and we had lots of laughs.
Towards the end of each dive i would get magically cold I'd be shivering under water and on you that I'm driving down my levels of blood glucose and starving my tumor cells over their preciously needed fuel sorry I have a blissful joyful experience underwater with high oxygen and glucose lowering potential
Maybe all of my friends doing systemic chemo should change that to scuba diving therapy.
That evening I planned to go out dancing and enjoy the Delights of Beirut alas I was so exhausted in a good way that I collapsed on the bed and had my adventures in my dreams maybe tonight all go out dancing
Maybe the world's most brilliant cancer specialist arrives on early Monday morning and he meets the world's smartest cancer patient.
I think of him as the vampire of Beirut as he plans to suck out all of my blood and then I will have everlasting life
Believe it or not the scientific and clinical rationale all the blood-sucking approach is contained in the lightest research and design for the world's leading Drug Company in the most revolutionary designed antibody which is by specific with pd1 and tgf beta..
I dream being well therefore I am.
Please indulge my delusion that I am the happiest and the smartest cancer patient on the planet.
My bucket list is empty I make it up Breath by breath and maybe the secret of survival is pretending your scuba diving that you have only one tank as precious air and to make that air last as long as possible.
I get such Joy listening to my son's YouTube channel the passion in his voice reminds me of my own
https://youtu.be/QvCD_gl2PNI
If your kids like gaming this is what they can achieve. He has a dream and hobby and i am very very proud of him.
I also like dr berg
https://youtu.be/wFjuHpnCrZA
Gods love and this bliss is real. As real as the hope i feel.
Oh and after the hospital if doctors committee cancelled my plan to treatment I left in such a hurry as to not be charged I left my precious enems kit in the bathroom and they threw it out in the rubbish .
rest in peace and thanks for all the healing.
