The PD 1 side effects have really started and it seemed to coincide with my training on Friday afternoon it's now it's Sunday morning I can barely touch my toes I can hardly walk there's reduced strength in my legs I need help and the energy is quite low every movement is incredibly painful it's a general kind of muscle it's a movement-related pain hands I think I'm having my rabdomiolisis again I'm thinking of going to hospital this afternoon to Royal Prince Alfred where they have this specialise unit for the checkpoint antibodies sorry I've been away from the blog spending a lot of time with my son is very upset at the moment
I'm still going with my number one philosophy with this illness and even the side effects that if you don't use it you lose it so I'll try and break through the pain and do the stretching and keep the function of the muscle it's my way of telling the immune system to f*** off and that the body really does need need these muscles and these movements traditionally
I'm emotionally I'm a bit of a train wreck my dream of my family reuniting is destroyed and I'm looking at organising whatever palliative care I require on my own cuz I can't get any meaningful support going forward from my family so all the prayers I've had I guess god yes says go another way Pete
